I am entirely fucking sick of having 72 missed calls, 8 new voicemails, 14 new text messages every fucking day because of this psycho. I want to kill derek santos. This has been going on for months and he never even stops to catch a breath, I've gotten 23 calls in the past 10 minutes. and like 40 messages left on my away message. he makes me want ( Read more... )

george fucked up and now i contemplate my need for his company.

i dont know if i'll be going to new york this friday. I feel like crap and it's like he doesn't. It's pretty hard to be that dumb.

it's nice to go on and on about how many boys like you and how much that sucks, you know what.. it sucks evern more when theyre completely in love with you and obsessed. anybody want these shoes?

I love my jorge
I love doing this with him.
He loves me more than anything.

and thats not about one single person, or even two..

my abdomonal organs are swolen due to infection or something, because I'm cool like that.. well thats what the doctor told me today. I guess it started out with my spleen and now its everywhere, whatever IT may be. I have a catscan tomorrow hopefully theyll give me morphine because I have a tendancy to tr to get up and run off the stretcher when ( Read more... )

i want to go to the doctors for my spleen, so i can clear my conscience of not being able to work. I feel like I'm going to puke.

I dont know what I want anymore.
I dont want to be 200 miles away from one and 10 from the other.
I dont want to think. like we agreed.

the end has no end.

i got out of school today and it was pooouuurrriinggg insanely, then i had to go straight to the ear nose and throat specialist for my post op. which they charge you 100 dollars for if you miss, but the secretaries never call to remind people of thier oppointments.. what assholes... then right after that I went and looked at this car that I want. I ( Read more... )

i just love having 6 and a half shifts at hollister right after I get out of sitting in school for 6 hours.... wicked fun... oh wait... not

yesterday I went to work at the resturaunt and it totally sucked. then just as I was trying to give my two weeks notice some other waitress did it right before me and I couldnt. ... i'm pissed. kathryn was supposed to check my schedule at hollister and didnt so I have no idea what time I'm suposed to be working today... all she knows is that I am ( Read more... )

( this is the love of my life )