im bored.

faster! faster! everythings going by so....
i just want to get a good nights rest.

jhdsfjkhlsadfja;hj SHUT UP.
?

i took senior pictures today.
i really want to quit, but everytime i cash a paycheck i think
oh just two more weeks, then ill quit.
worse than cigarettes.
i just need to do it.
im such a pansy.
i need to fucking quit.
in two weeks.

im glad we are better now,
id be a mess if we were ruined forever
cos you know i love you.

I called in sick.
I think I'll go out an embarrass myself
by getting drunk and falling down in
the street.

And I've become just like a chemical stress
Tracing the lines of my face for
Something more beautiful than is there
I've barely been gone
and I'm not a failure
I swear
I wish you could see it from over there
I've got a lot over here without you
I've barely been gone
gone
dreaming

ahh
i dont like summer school, but
then again, i never did.
buy a fountain soda, put some
sugar on my tongue
i think ill write some
songs with no soul.

these girls on myspace are disgusting.
living life thinking its cool to smoke
everyday, fuck everyday.
just walking bags of stds.

[taken from jessica ( Read more... )

i take senior pics on july 12.
too bad i wont look like this a year from now.
bah!

so i just made a really long emotional entry and deleted it.

to sum it up, i need a new rocky votolato cd because i ruined mine, like i ruin everything else.