come out to my bands show:

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it's complicated; this time i think it could be ( Read more... )

better late then never...

halloween night. me as one of the crazy eighty eight.

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the worse part about a broken heart isn't the ending so much as the start.where do i begin? i feel like i've mentally been separated from my heart and all i can do to stop myself from hurting is to shut my mind off completely. stop thinking. stop remembering who you were... who she was... who we were. from the first day we met i knew there was ( Read more... )

my parents just left for vegas for five days...

break out the cheap wine and expensive cigars this little lady is going to paint the town red!!!
i love having the house to myself.

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dear god,i feel like the longer i am at home the more i am overcome wtih this feeling of guilt... saddness... bitterness?? i remember growing up in my perfect little community playing at my friends' houses seeing their perfect little families and thinking my family is just a little less than perfect. i'd always hear about how they'd all go for ( Read more... )

freeze. think about what you've just said.lately i've been worrying about my love. she's been teetering on this path too far out of my reach of understanding. sometimes when i think i've caught up she runs ahead until i'm in the dark once more. so when i'm left in the dark wondering and worrying i think to myself maybe this is what she wanted. ( Read more... )

i have to quit smoking.
it's ruining my life. it's hurting my parents.
it's become this stressful entity that i just can't stop myself from doing.
just stop jessica.
please. just stop.