I'm at work now and having my lunch. I don't feel like going out today, so i'll probably just be on the computer for the last 15 minutes of my lunch. Today is friday and I have no plans, surprise surprise. Oh well, maybe i'll get a chance to clean my room and do stuff like that. Uch i don't know what to write but i know i want to write. Next week i ( Read more... )

Shit for piss, i dont know why but those words were just in my head. I'm bored or am i boring? No, need to reply i know the answer. I worked all summer and am going to finish only next friday, but i"m glad i was working. Otherwise who knows what i would have done, i'd probably be bored out of mi mind. I'm really tired and probably going to go to ( Read more... )

I feel flat, okay and helpless at the same time. I read about how people close to me me feel like shit and i don't know what to do to make them feel better if i can do anything at all. Slow and lazy, uncareing is how i feel.

Three movies in one day and I could still watch more and it is not because i'm lazy or that the movies were excellent. is it that i love movie, just love , watching and making. Funnie, yesterday i was Eleni, Kerri, Amanda and Christin (I can't spell, SORRY) at Sobeys weird, second time it happened at a grocery store they think it is a coincidence ( Read more... )

well i don't have anything to write.. but i haven't written in a long time time so ha. this is me writing, amazing isn't it. i saw lovely and amazing yesterday and it was a good movie. well now that i wrote i'll stop.

I woke u this morning and was feeling all shitty. Thinking I didn't have a job and that it would be hard to get one now because most places have hired for the summer and i had a little spout with mi mom that pissed me offf. So i was feeling down and hopeless, cleaning my room, which i still have not finished doing yet. then she calls, that lady i ( Read more... )

Ahhh, just ahh. I feel pressured and uncomfortable, i feel lazy and tired, I feel invisible. Nice cherry things aren't as fun to write about. I did nothing this weekend, didn't even open a book to study. it is not like i have two exams or anything. uch. I have a semi job interview tomorrow, i hope i get it. That dog I was taking care of left today ( Read more... )

I just woke up from a nice little nap. I feel refreshed. I don't really have any homework except to review math a bit. So i'm pretty free today. I'm on the phone now. I don't know what to do, i feel kinda blah. I had a math test that i didn't do that good on, mind you i didn't do the homework for the unit and onlt studied a bit the night before. i ( Read more... )

Chelsea would have been 12 years old today. I miss her. Twelve.

All i want to do is sit down and read. I want to kagically without trying to get a summer job. I also don't want to do the math work i didn't do all week. I don't want to have to start studying for exam buti only have two so i should stop complaining. I don't know why i complain so much, i have very good. I am very fortunate. i think i'll call the ( Read more... )