can I say I think you're awesome, those teachers and bullies were full of shit and kids are not the be all and end all of existence. Hell, a rat can have babies!
You are most definitely not a failure. You're right. People do things at different times and in different ways, and I hope you do come to believe that there is nothing wrong with you or what you are doing now.
I relate in some ways - I was bullied at school, and although my parents were great. I am now in my late 50's (and can't believe that!!), and still struggle ... I can't walk into a room easily, even though I know people (eg it's hard t walk into my Church). I find it pretty near impossible to make friends and in fact just as I type this I feel quite breathless. I have never had a relationship, as too scared to actually be relaxed enough to meet anyone at all (and I now hate that I have never had that oppertunity)
However, it's not our faults - we were (and are) innocent victims.
I am so, so sorry that you had further troubles to deal with.
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However, it's not our faults - we were (and are) innocent victims.
I am so, so sorry that you had further troubles to deal with.
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