Ok well I actually had a better day! I got to see mandy and Anna! Yeah! I went to the doctor and so now I have Welbrutran. I Just LOVE LOVE LOVE seeing them. I just having them go and leave I know that they have to. But I will still miss them!! Emily I am trying to cut back and stop the urges but I can't seem to. I hope that Paige (the Nurse ( Read more... )

Well I forgot that today was the Big Psychology test today!! Well it turns out i knew more than I thought! I don't know how I did! But today Mandy and Anna are going to come down and see me for a while i dont know how long... But I am really excited! I might cry when I see them! But I really need it! I can't believe it either Work called of all the ( Read more... )

i am fucking crazy! you know what! AHHH fuck it all!

well I offically am a peice of shit! I just want to fall away! I hate guys I hate me i hate it all! well I jsut want out! i hate it all! well I will checkin on you beth. And might look into WKU people! but thats it for me! May be if I can get this depression under control then i will journal again. But until then......

These journals seem pointless to me some times. I can't put in here how i am really feeling, because i dont want to answer for it. Even when I kind of do, i just feel stupid. Then I regret it later. I have been thinking now fo sometime to get rid of both of them. I have a Xanga too. I am not going to be updating as much anymore. I will only updae ( Read more... )

I loved and hated it! The leaving is what i hated.....

You Are 17 Years Old

17

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe ( Read more... )

I just got off of work like an hour ago. I Went in to help out. I procrastinated long enough, but i made it. It wasn't to bad. I am planning to come up t/m for lunch. I have been trying to talk and tell people all week. I have told a few of you. But it has been hard to keep your attetion. I am going to leave franklin around 11:45 or 12. That will ( Read more... )

Walls, I like talking to walls. Seriously What is everyone doing this weekend!!!?!?!! well let me know. I met a guy by the way. ok then, I am still here!!!

WHAT IS EVERyone doing this weekend??? let me know! cause I was wanting to see if i could come visit! Maybe for the whole weekend or just one day for lunch or somthin'! Tim Mcgraw says how bad do you want it! I want to see ya'll bad! the song goes how bad do you want it, how bad do you need it are you eatin' sleepin' dreamin' withthat one thing on ( Read more... )