room 192 -- not'sleeping

[i_love_kettch]

What am I doing?

Well, right now, he's lying in bed, still wide awake at some probably-artificially-dark hour, listening to Hobbie's light snoring from the other side of the room.

But that's not what he means.

Jaina's right. I love Inyri, and still got no vaping idea how that happened. I care about her...

He rolls over onto his stomach, messing the covers up around him. Not that he notices; he's too busy trying to work out why he even has to work out that he's in love with someone because he shouldn't be, he shouldn't--

But if I'm not, why'd I stop, why'd I think about Inyri, why am I here?

--but he is--

Messing with my head...

--and he's not so sure he doesn't want to be.

I don't even know when she'll be back.

But he knows she will be, he knows, because she has to come back.

And he'll listen to what Jaina said, he will, because he doesn't want to hurt Inyri cause it'd just hurt him as well, too.

She'd probably shoot me.

But that's not the kind of hurt he means.

Guess I'll just concentrate on this party for now.

And eventually he manages to sleep.