I'm sitting here ( Read more... )

I think life is a test...

and I'm failing

I feel like I'm dying ( Read more... )

those second thought things ( Read more... )

I couldn't do it anymore.

sometimes it scares me
that maybe I let go of the only
happiness I'll ever find here anymore.
and other times
I'm so glad I escaped
our miserable spiral down.

the most terrifying thing
is not knowing what's next

just hoping
maybe I'll get another chance
at something..

vday=dday ( Read more... )

wow I'm empty.

$150 tonight.
but I'm lonely.

like really missing something.

my life itself
feels like a void.

tomorrow:
kay 10-6
superbowl party
at the boss's house.

my dad says I should write a book ( Read more... )

it feels over
but then I don't know what's next.
so it feels paused.
like I'm just gona float here
til I figure out
where exactly I'm going.
cuz who would want to lose the life jacket
before they can clearly see the shore?

not me.

we watched donnie darko tonight ( Read more... )