im not okay...

i promise

..... im feeling srry for myself.

and im hurting the only person i care about just becuz i wanna be selfish.

..wat a great girlfriend i am.

I didn't get a chance to say goodbye ( Read more... )

Fear is a word that has been in my life for too long ( Read more... )

I swear ( Read more... )

The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most So I'll bite my tongue til it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know The easiest things to fake are feelings to fool someone else And I've been tricked for so long by you that I spent these last few months in my own hell ( Read more... )

....i miss amanda.

i dont even know where she is...grrr.

...im so sick...i have a 103 fever...ahhhhhh.my head is spinning and i should go lay down..but i dont wanna move fromt he computer in case of amanda signing on. god baby hurry up...ur killing me here! jp..take ur time.

i  love you....<333

moth·er1 ( Read more... )

Bang-bang knockin' on the door
Another bang-bang get down on the floor
Oh no, what do we do
Don't look now but I lost my shoe
I can't run and I can't kick
Whatsa matter babe, are you feelin' sick
Whatsa matter, whatsa matter, whatsa matter with you
Whatsa matter, babe, are you feelin' blue

ur fuking dead bitch

throw open the door
 cover me in sweet candy kisses
taste my cinnamon lips
 and pull me through the door
back up against the wall
legs wrapped round your waist
cotton thrown across the floor
 one thrust a gasp left wanting more
 thrown on the bed
 pillows pushed aside
 a discarded shirt left on the floor
 misleadig whispers
 and kisses that ( Read more... )