im really bored right now and listening to country music. I'm still sad about Chad and Ryan. But i know for sure this weekend is going to cheer me up sooooo much. and of course next weekend!!! YAY countdown til Chris' arrival ummm 10 or 9 days left til he gets shit faced and stoned with me!!! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy so yeah i'll write if something ( Read more... )

soo...im sad about two people. two people i cared about so much that i barely met. i know i shouldn't be all emotional about something that wasn't suppose to matter that much but it does. i know i have more feelings about it than they though. but thats me. i lost one because he's kinda a selfish bastard and i put myself in that situation where i ( Read more... )

yeah so i totally broke it off with a person who i thought was a brother to me...i seriously put my friends through that shit and gave him so many chances and he just lets me down ( Read more... )

sooo this weekend was pretty interesting. friday marc had people over agian and it was pretty fun. tin, lauren, and lindsey came down/up for the night. haha on my drive home from crown town..i made lindsey get her nose pierced and it was really cute, except her parents are going to kill me but they love me. We came back to my place and took like a ( Read more... )

i hate boys...they're so fuckin complicated and demanding. i hope thats not how all of them are cuz aren't the girls suppose to take up that role?..maybe its just the ones that find me. who knows. maybe i'm just talking about you know who, cuz dustin is too nice and awesome, but still he tends to unintentionally confuse me.

i met the nicest boy today in math class. i noticed him before but today i actually talked to him. his names dustin and he's super nice and adorable. i had the balls to introduce myself when we started talking about our test scores. he made fun of me cuz i got a 94 and he ended up getting a 66. but he was so cute. than we both ended up hating this ( Read more... )

so this weekend was fun. it was a constant drunk/smokeout fest at marcs house. on friday i got really drunk cuz jeff made me take a shot..yes one shot along with my four beers got me fuckin passed out and and drawn on with permanant marker by ochoa, matt, derrek, machado, and ian. thats what i get for being such a daggomit lightweight. i woke up ( Read more... )

i all of a sudden got that weird feeling in my gut and it kinda depresses me. i need to study, and out of nowhere i blew off Chad. well lena told me this thing she learned about in psychology about relationships and i can't seem to get it out of my fuckin head and its killing me. im going to fail out of college

fuckin bitches i'm having the worst day of my life...aunt floe comes atleast im not pregnant or anything, than i lose my purse...turns out some bitch stole it saturday night, i have major cramps, and i think my parents are staying home this weekend so no party, oh and this fuckin lightning is mother fuckin scary as hell