That fic, ugh. I loved it. But I hated it. Which also describes my feeling about that show in general! I got my bff Amy (circusbones on tumblr) to watch it and she started a rewatch right away with her husband. But ugh. I just, I know going into fic is only going to hurt--like graphics aren't bad enough? I think it's just so exciting to find a show like that, where it's just, strange complex, interesting characters and UGH!
YAY NEW MUSIC, and anything related to Lana is automatically awesome. I miss her, but she's so summery for me.
I know. Whenever I do a rewatch I just go on a downward spiral, but I love the show so much. All of my favorite shows are the ones that are the most painful but with great characters. I just miss that cast being together so much. All of the interviews with Lenora, Russell, and Aidan were the best. My bbs.
Oh, I know. I was listening to a bunch of her demos the other day and was sad because it's so dreary and cold. I don't know about by you, but it's supposed to start sleeting tonight and then snow into tomorrow when the snow only just finally melted from around Christmas. I think I should make a more winter-y mix so I'm not as depressed about the weather, haha.
Ugh I know, they all had amazing friend-chemistry together and it just makes my heart inflate! And then it gets crushed. Every single time. It took me weeks even to work up to watching the last episode of season 3 because I knew it was coming, and when I did I felt broken.
Yeah, they're saying snow sometime tonight and into tomorrow here :( It JUST melted and ugh. I don't know what the deal is with me this year--I have NEVER longed for summer, I've always been like yeah whatever winter is cool, but suddenly I miss green! I miss leaves and grass and sitting outside and bare legs! Maybe I just miss cute boys and their messy rooms with air conditioning and night driving and soft ice cream, and I mean, that particular version of it is already gone but I MISS IT. I actually try not to listen to Lana so much these days because I'm worried of losing the summer association with her! I've been listening to Oh Land a lot and Lia Ices. They're Lana-ish to me somehow, so that's been working alright. Not the same but, whatever.
Oh my god, yeah that was the same for me. My best friend watched it streaming when it first aired and warned me that it was bad so I put it off for quite some time.
I know what you mean. Personally, my favorite season is fall, but when you're in Binghamton there's literally so fall because it just rains ridiculous amounts and then all the leaves are gone and then BAM winter. And now I'm just going mad at home because I want to go down to the train tracks/the Vanderbilt mansion and take pictures but it's all muddy and gross from the melted snow. I've been listening to a lot of Sky Ferreira, Katy B, and Jessie Ware (oh Jessie Ware you break my heart and I am using one of her songs on an Annie/Mitchell mix I'm currently working on).
I use to be really into fanfic, then I drifted away and lately I'm really into it again (MORE PAIN. THE BETTER) so I'll have to read that. thanks for the rec! :')
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That fic, ugh. I loved it. But I hated it. Which also describes my feeling about that show in general! I got my bff Amy (circusbones on tumblr) to watch it and she started a rewatch right away with her husband. But ugh. I just, I know going into fic is only going to hurt--like graphics aren't bad enough? I think it's just so exciting to find a show like that, where it's just, strange complex, interesting characters and UGH!
YAY NEW MUSIC, and anything related to Lana is automatically awesome. I miss her, but she's so summery for me.
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Oh, I know. I was listening to a bunch of her demos the other day and was sad because it's so dreary and cold. I don't know about by you, but it's supposed to start sleeting tonight and then snow into tomorrow when the snow only just finally melted from around Christmas. I think I should make a more winter-y mix so I'm not as depressed about the weather, haha.
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Yeah, they're saying snow sometime tonight and into tomorrow here :( It JUST melted and ugh. I don't know what the deal is with me this year--I have NEVER longed for summer, I've always been like yeah whatever winter is cool, but suddenly I miss green! I miss leaves and grass and sitting outside and bare legs! Maybe I just miss cute boys and their messy rooms with air conditioning and night driving and soft ice cream, and I mean, that particular version of it is already gone but I MISS IT. I actually try not to listen to Lana so much these days because I'm worried of losing the summer association with her! I've been listening to Oh Land a lot and Lia Ices. They're Lana-ish to me somehow, so that's been working alright. Not the same but, whatever.
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I know what you mean. Personally, my favorite season is fall, but when you're in Binghamton there's literally so fall because it just rains ridiculous amounts and then all the leaves are gone and then BAM winter. And now I'm just going mad at home because I want to go down to the train tracks/the Vanderbilt mansion and take pictures but it's all muddy and gross from the melted snow. I've been listening to a lot of Sky Ferreira, Katy B, and Jessie Ware (oh Jessie Ware you break my heart and I am using one of her songs on an Annie/Mitchell mix I'm currently working on).
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