Everytime I try to fly, I fall
                 Without my wings, I feel so small
                                  I guess I need you, baby
                                              And everytime I see you in my dreams
                                                                I see your face, it's haunting me
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Kyle John Enszer
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Why I love being a Girl!

1) I will always be Daddies little girl.

2) Boys who make me feel like a fairy, and they want the magic!

3) I don’t have a PENIS, nothing swinging around between my legs.

4) I can have both long and short hair, and not be stereo-typed for it.

5) Make-up is breathtaking!

6) Cravings at the beginning, threw, and end of my “ ( Read more... )

I want to die, this feeling that is killing me on the inside,

This pain, this demise feeling, this violent pain is killing my sense of stability!

I feel conceited, i agitate myself, i wouldnt ask you I'd crucify myself!

Why is drinking, the only lucid choice, to containing the pain, and being comfortable with thyself.

Dr. Phil couldnt emancipate ( Read more... )

Highlights:

Friday! I didnt do much of anything, i think mostly Chris and i spent enjoying one another, he went to work in the morning, and i was left here to sleep...

Saturday, i worked, from one to close, i came home and kicked Chris's ass in a video game, we were in bed by like mid-night which is rare for the both of us! Rachele and her mother ( Read more... )

Why do people find it imprudent to look and talk to yourself in the mirror, as if there were another person looking and gazing back at you? Why is it so irrational to believe that in this world you can only really trust yourself, and even then it is questionable? Today I took a glimpse in the mirror and began reciting all the things that were ( Read more... )

Swimming in the Dark

It’s dark, the waters are calm, I’m sitting in front trying to steer us,

I think I would have felt safer, had I chose truth and not dare,

Mah mind races, my eyes search, we’ve come to a halt,

I’m frightened to get out of the boat!

Take my hand? Guide me threw these shallow waters,

Say the words that will arousal the sun, ( Read more... )

Fruit Punch

I feel like a scenic, white angel who God has cursed with dark dusky wings,

Like the sirens, they all seem to turn and peek at me, despite the fact that I'm not singing!

I'm a sweetly singing enchantress, part woman, part angel, who lures boys to their destiny,

Like a Vampire, at dawn I'm isolated once more, I have nothing but the ( Read more... )

When we are young, our parents have a way of raping our imaginations, our thoughts, our desires, and our childhood passions. They do this in hopes that we will mature faster at becoming responsible and will mannered young men and women. What they fail to understand is there stealing our childhoods, there robbing us of our most innocent years ( Read more... )

Rachele and Jon-Jon just celebrated there 7 week anniversary! He must be a really breathtaking and remarkable guy! I just pray each and every night that he is worthy of being in her life, b/c Chris is awaiting in the eclipse! {jk}… NO, I am really blissful for her, my first love was everything and anything I thought he could be, and long behold we ( Read more... )