um i wanted to update, but i'm not sure what to talk about ( Read more... )

where is my heart? good question ( Read more... )

i'm getting in such a bad habbit of updating before homework... oh well i'm not gonna change that anytime soon ( Read more... )

so i really don't want to do homework because.. i just don't. i have so many tests tomorrow that i'm just gonna fail because i'm not in the mood to study ( Read more... )

ok so here's a question that's been on my mind all day... why would he ask me if i was going to the game - but then didn't call to see if i was there.. or anything to that affect.. there had to have been some sort of purpose to him asking, because he could have said nothing, or just say hi. hmm... oh well i'm probably thinking too much again. i ( Read more... )

i hate this. i hate this feeling of being so jealous and hurt. he's a guy. guy's get girlfriends. they flirt with friends. in front of your eyes. you knew this would happen sooner or later. stop pretending like it doesn't bug you because you know your crying inside. you just won't let it out. you stuff it in until you really do become sick. and you ( Read more... )

if i'm so mad at him, why do i sit and dream about him taking me away from everything? it hurts so much everytime i see him with another girl. why do i let it bother me so much? why can't i just grow up and move on with my life. i want to scream at him, but at the same time i want to hear him laugh. i can't get him out of my head, and it's driving ( Read more... )

ok new plan. my parents are gonna go to the mckees, and i'm gonna stay home cause i still feel like shit. wow what a great week. at least i've got some books to read.

hope everyone enjpys there long week-end.

laters.

have you ever wished that you could just stay in one moment. not the best moment, but a moment where there's nothing bothering you too much. to not move ahead to something that frightens you, or makes your heart hurt like hell. and not move back to memories that you never want to think of again. like just now, i was lieing in my bed reading. ( Read more... )

ah chelsea where are you??? i need help!!! concerning a certain person and a football game. he asked if i was goind and i kinda want to but i kinda don't because, well let's face it, it's FOOTBALL. i could go to watch the dumb jock who sits next to me who talked to me A LOT today during cultures.. but the only time i really ever watch football is ( Read more... )