ha oh so happy had me sum sushi tonight and sat there and watched this couple eat together and i was just in awe at how love works.it really must be there somewhere....i hope i can fin tha one day but for now i keep being told that im nothing special really obviously o mean whos been alone for the looooonnnnggggeeeeesssssttttt time.mayn im having ( Read more... )

im bored.and so if anyone wants to hang tonight you should def call me 420~4717

ughh.im soooo tired lol but nope cant got to sleep cuase well i jsut dont know why.but ya.so last update defiently blabbering about nothing unless you are close to me and understand.but ahh yah ahh.im about to go take my shower and then take a npa maybe before my bro bro's game <3 so yah uh just lettin yall know im alive.peace

ok so im updating.my life is peachy.groundation.ugh what more can i say.work crap,boys crap,money crap,sleep crappp,ahhh i want to get over you right now this moment but i cant i wish i could cause all we are is friends thats all nothing more nothing less.we have our moment when i thought you maybe felt something back but i think im realizing im ( Read more... )

ok so im quiting smoking cause well its starting to hurt alot of people that are really close to me and its not fair to them to see my sit there and do something that just makes them upset to see me do ..in the end my friends are way more worth it.so ya iv decided to take up exercising and meditation lol ya crazy and maybe a different thing for me. ( Read more... )

my trip to the base skatepark and a skateboard placed in my hand==== big ass bruises the size of michigan on my ASS

oh well i tried to learn it but man its hard for me with no balance.oh welllsss

ha emofied ali is watching chick flicks for the rest of my high school life! right now im watching chocolate(say it with a french accent its fun)ya and as i watch it and try to speak the french i get teary eyed..ok so crush crush crush where to begin.i have a crush a simple childlike crush that could be fatal.a shot to the heart is just what the ( Read more... )

ok so being sick for 2 days gets me nowhere but boredom.i got so bored i i.med this computer thing thats supposed to be the babysitter in that movie When a stranger calls.it was great.

AdArKDaRkSkY: word ( Read more... )

valentines day make me realize i must have a disease only visible to the male human!

I have no valentine and no im not fine with that.

ok so me and my friends came up with a list of things i want and NEED in a guy ha so i thought id post them!

♥has to realize my friends are my world so when i say im going out with them,he cant just show up where we are at and epect me to leave with him.

♥i need space i hate being wathed over 24/7.
♥if he cant get a hold of me i dont want a ( Read more... )