What am I doing, where am I going???

[i_need_the_eggs]

I have come to the stark realization that I'm in the red as far as life is concerned. I seem to have a knack for failing at every turn in this twisted modernity of my generation. I misjudge the intentions of others, come up begging in any attempt at self-expression and art, not to mention my penchant for waiting...waiting for life to come to me and

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[paperispatient]

This is pretty much exactly what I was thinking to myself a few days ago except more eloquent. Seriously, I can relate. Did something specific happen to prompt this?

[i_need_the_eggs]

No, nothing specific. Just an accumulation of events that just recently frothed up and bubbled over the side of my level of tolerance. This kind of shit happens once every 2-3 months or so and then regresses back into the recesses of my psyche.

[paperispatient]

I'm the same way, except for me it's often about every month or so - you figure it out. *lol* And it being summer and all, I think that contributes to it too. It's uncanny though, really, how similar some of what you wrote and what I was thinking are. If you want/need to talk about anything ever, I'm always willing. :)

[vangogh86]

"i don't want to repeat my innocence. i want the pleasure of losing it again" - f. scott fitzgerald

by the way, you don't come up begging in attempts at art and self-expression. for what it's worth, i think your stories/articles are extremely good -- they're honest, interesting and well-writting.

so other than the catharsis, how's your summer going?