& so starts another eventless weekend, well apart from work tomorrow.
tonight after work i took some ( pictures )

yesterday i felt a tiny bit better, but now i'm back to the same.

work has been awful, i get so bored, and my mind wonders, you can only guess where to...

i need to be less obsessed, but on the other hand, some respect wouldn't go a miss, yes, i know people work in different ways.

i feel like i've been on a comedown for about a week, though i have not taken any drugs ( Read more... )

i came home from iain's yesterday, god the journey was awful, i just kept breaking down. some people asked me if i was okay & i felt so arrogant 'cause i just ignored them ( Read more... )

this week has quite possibly been the worst of my life.
last night iain & i split up, and now i just don't know what i'm going to do, it's awful, one minute you've got everything & the next, nothing. i don't know what to do.

i wish someone would just tell me some good news, after this week is over, my life is just going to be so monotonous for a few weeks, people won't be back from the summer & i'll just be staying here alone, for work.
the future isn't looking too bright.

well things just keep getting worse & worse. this weekend has been totally awful ( Read more... )

i have the internet back, thank god. the last week & a bit has been very good, lots of boy time which is always good. iain stayed the early part of last week. he met me when i finished early from work on the monday & we went round manchester. in the evening we got fairly wrecked & i had to be put to bed again: FOR SHAME ( Read more... )

last night i went to the wedding with rachel. it was nice to meet her family & her parents properly, i hope they liked me. rachel was wearing her bridesmaid dress all evening & of course, looked stunning, & i wore a vivienne jumper. i wish i had remembered to take my camera, but i didn't. the hotel we stayed at was really really nice, this morning ( Read more... )

i'm being lame & updating from work, again. yesterday was my day off & i sat in the library all day : SCORE ! i had a bit of a tiff with reception in my place about my internet connection, i really can't see it being sorted in the next few days. i'm going to a wedding on saturday after work with rachel, and then seeing ze boy on sunday, so this ( Read more... )