how disgusting is this ? i forgot to pack any cd's to bring home with me, so in my room i have been listening to the one kylie album i left here & an evanescence album, eww. i've had to resort to downloading music now ( Read more... )

why cancer has the continous need to keep ruining my life is beyond me. it was around this time last year my dad was in hospital & fair enough, he's out & well-ish now, but my mum has found another lump, under her arm & she's getting it checked. seeing as my parents both have cancer, and they've been stable for a while, it wouldn't shock me if my ( Read more... )

every year i do this : get this big image in my head of my birthday and the days surrounding it being completely amazing, and i just know i'm letting myself in for a big let down. i mean firstly, i'm turning twenty, it's hardly a great age to be turning. then there's the fact that i have to move house two days after. then slumped right in the ( Read more... )

i'm now over the sickness. the boy came down again & it was really good, we didn't do much, but just to spend time with him was really nice.

i think my body may have adjusted to this full time crap now, so that's a good thing. i am very very happy to say that ( DIS DEM BITCH )

this week i have been mainly : working

it's so horrible, having a full time job for the summer, although i need the money, i need free time to see this whore & to be able to have some sort of life. i feel proper bad coz the only way i can get to see that slut for an adequate amount of time is by getting him to come visit me coz i'm working so much ( Read more... )

at the weekend i went to stay with the boywe went to a festival called dot to dot, with his friend rachel which was good, we got to see ladytron [ish], radio 4, punish the atom & other bands. we got really wrecked [shocking]. since then i have mainly had my french and spanish aural papers, they were okay. well that's a lie, the french was awful, ( Read more... )

well apparently i'm using this journal to post "childish gossip" about others upon. i have now deleted the sentence about that other person. as for childish, the only person i can think of who fits that description is the 20 year old who ( Read more... )

after getting over my big mood last week i mostly did ; nothinguntil sunday when i caroline & i spent the day in the sun with mushrooms, it was fun. then on monday, mark and i went to manchester where i bought ; more mushrooms, the simple life 2 : road trip, juliette & the licks : you're speaking my language & the killers : smile like you mean it ( Read more... )

this entry is picture-less. i'm feeling really crappy, i don't know if it's chemical or emotional. but all day i've just felt really down. at first it's coz i was a bit delicate from last night, but now i just feel really sad & i don't know why ( Read more... )

i should really be revising, i have my most probably hardest exam tomorrow at 9:30 am *voms ( Read more... )