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[i_ride_a_bus]

I read my last post and this mystery person posted some really strong words. It made me think a good bit. If any of my friends read this, If I was ever a jerk or at all made some stupid decisions or said something dumb. Im sincerely sorry.Really I am. I guess everyone goes through some bad times it seems. I have been and Im trying to work them out

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sorry broskies

[godlovesugly]

i got your phone call, but i was working it up tonight.

call me up, i don't work until sunday. yehaw!

bryyyan

Right on

[i_ride_a_bus]

I will totally call you up.

you can't change the past or predict the future, but the present is yours to control

[anonymous]

People tell me they wake up everyday wondering if they'll be here tommorrow.
I say live for today.
Cuz everything you have is just borrowed.
No progress made just sittin' around
Tv's selling bullshit by the pound
Things stay the same are you afraid to ask why?
Fight To Live! or are you waiting to die?

Re: you can't change the past or predict the future, but the present is yours to control

[i_ride_a_bus]

Im not waiting to die
Understand people go through meak phases in their lives and arent sure what to do at them hard times
So they may be zombies of some sort until something or someone opens their eyes and motivates them
Its part of growing
The sad thing is they may lose friends on the way
The good thing is one can learn from it and tr to help others that may be willing to listen (such as myself)
The only reason I am even responding is because your not ripping my head off about my down phase
You care enough to voice what you see and feel, like I said you obviously care or know me in some way
I appreciate your words. Keep contact.
I mean it feels like no progress is being made in the middle of school and work but someday it will be worth it
I dont watch tv much, I turn it on for company,and I study
Either way Im gonna get out more
Keep cool

[anonymous]

I know that sometimes I contradict myself and I know that it makes you mad. But you know how crazy my life really is and you know all the shit I've gone through just since you have met me. I'm scared to have friends, and I know you might take offense to that but I'm afraid to get hurt again. I like living in my little bubble no matter how much I shut myself out of the real world. It's my life. I creep though life day to day hoping no one will look my way. Hoping no one will notice the tears of pain that roll down my face. I know when you look at me everyday you can see right through my smile and see the pit of depression that I'm trugging through day to day. I know this pain will never go away. I know you try to make me feel so good inside but with the way that I am I'll never truly trust. You're an awesome guy and I like you a lot, but there's things that I need to deal with right now. I know you want to move away and I'm not going to lie... I'm going to cry. You've taught me a lot and I want you to know that. You're