Fate/Reflection of events
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It happened again... it seems no matter how many times I try to suppress that ugly side of me, it always comes back to haunt me to show that it will never leave me. I've even threatened and hurt innocent people and alot of them were my friends too... heh... some hero I am, huh? I guess there is really no escaping my future if it's already written in the past... but why? Why do I always do things that makes people hate me? I don't even understand myself at all, but I hope everyone is alright.
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Saber-chan came by not to long ago... and so did Bazett-san, but they're not here anymore. And it's a shame they weren't happy to see me... because I was really happy to see them. Well, at least they're not stranded here so I'm happy for that too. Come to think of it, I think I've scared some of the other guests too. I hope I can apologize to them somehow...
Say, can anyone answer me this question for me? It's been bugging me for the longest time now. "Does fairness really exist? If so, then why do bad things happen to people who don't deserve such burdens?"
... ... I remember when Enkidu and I did this back in Uruk when we had things on our minds. Perhaps some old habits are hard to be rid of. I wonder what he would say if he saw me now?
((Gil is skipping rocks at a hotspring while still trying to figure how to apologize to the current island residents that his adult form attacked while guilt tripping about it. :< ))
It happened again... it seems no matter how many times I try to suppress that ugly side of me, it always comes back to haunt me to show that it will never leave me. I've even threatened and hurt innocent people and alot of them were my friends too... heh... some hero I am, huh? I guess there is really no escaping my future if it's already written in the past... but why? Why do I always do things that makes people hate me? I don't even understand myself at all, but I hope everyone is alright.
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Saber-chan came by not to long ago... and so did Bazett-san, but they're not here anymore. And it's a shame they weren't happy to see me... because I was really happy to see them. Well, at least they're not stranded here so I'm happy for that too. Come to think of it, I think I've scared some of the other guests too. I hope I can apologize to them somehow...
Say, can anyone answer me this question for me? It's been bugging me for the longest time now. "Does fairness really exist? If so, then why do bad things happen to people who don't deserve such burdens?"
... ... I remember when Enkidu and I did this back in Uruk when we had things on our minds. Perhaps some old habits are hard to be rid of. I wonder what he would say if he saw me now?
((Gil is skipping rocks at a hotspring while still trying to figure how to apologize to the current island residents that his adult form attacked while guilt tripping about it. :< ))