..or atleast i like to think so

[i_said_fine]

last year i would go to sleep at 2 in the morning on weekdays, 4am on the weekends, and i would never wake up before 1 in the afternoon, and never ever go out before 2:30. now i go to bed by 10:30, and can never ever sleep past 8:30

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[noheartbeat]

im not sure, but it seems like a happy ending.

a problem of timing

[neonstitches]

liz palmer is not to blame. you shouldn't put her there, and neither should i. i have noticed to attempt to reconnect, and for that i am thankful. it is awkward though. this will be the first time someone has disappeared from my life.. and come back. i guess i don't really know how to handle that, but i'll try. the timing of our communication, though, has been nothing short of tragic. i always read your words just moment after the proverbial/emotional bomb drops. "frazzled" seems too childish a word to describe it, but no other word seems to do it justice.. i apologize that you always end up in the blast path. lonely days make for bitter conversation, i suppose.

i'm hoping, however, that we can launch ourselves over and though this.

with one of those cliche long distance forehead kisses, i can only say that i hope to see you this weekend.

back to where i started from

[neonstitches]

the trip is over, but i'm still not home.

josh said that you are one of his best friends.

i got jealous.

this is all over my head, i don't know how to deal with this .. i don't know where you are, of if you even give a shit, but i'm trying.

[neonstitches]

humm dumm dee.