I need to find myself. Again? I don't even know. Which is the problem. I need to find out what I want to do with my life. I can't go around, being a nihilistic depressed shit all the time
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I don't think you are useless. And I really wish that you could stop feeling depressed. You appear to me to be very intelligent, and it's really a shame that you feel the way you do. I wish I could help...
psh. i know what would make you happy. a movie with some old friends on saturday. i'd say, have you applied to petco yet? but then.. i had a really depressing day because of shit that happened at petco.. so i wouldn't recommend it right at this moment. and have you checked out craigslist? they post jobs too... i know how sucky and hard it is to find a job. its ridiculous. feel better!
i love you so much. i find i have to 'find' myself everyday. wake up crying sometimes because i realized that i have to go to work everyday. but then i turn and i see you. and you are my everything. i realize we have such a huge future together and it really makes everything better. you CAN and WILL find a job, yes it might be a shitty job, but my shitty job turned into a decent job in about a year. you can do whatever you want, i want you to go to school, but i want you to work and be HAPPY that you work for the things you own. you really dont know how much i love you, i tell you every day but i dont think you get the grasp of it. I LOVE YOU WILLIAM BROWN. and i mean it from the bottom of my itty bitty heart.
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don't be depressed, it's a waste of time
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i'd say, have you applied to petco yet? but then.. i had a really depressing day because of shit that happened at petco.. so i wouldn't recommend it right at this moment.
and have you checked out craigslist? they post jobs too...
i know how sucky and hard it is to find a job. its ridiculous.
feel better!
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