not like anyones listening anyway...

[i_slice_n_dice]

"She told him she'd rather fix her makeup than fix what's going on."

i wish i would have died. I really do. I would be better off. Everyone would be better off. I don;t know what to do tomorrow. My therapy appointment got canceled, so i can't even talk to anyone. Fuck. fuck. fuck.

why am i so alone?

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[dancingpolkadot]

I am listening.

I spent my whole orchestra period (that's 2.5 hours) writing you a letter...I will send it to you tomorrow.

Love you. Miss you.
Want me to call tomorrow?

Please....

[krazyactress]

Please don't say that you wish you were dead. I know that I am happy that you are alive. I really do love you Sheila and would not know how to cope with you being gone from this earth. Yes, life can be really shitty at times and you are probably going through one of the hardest times. But know that people love and care about you and really don't like that you are saying things like "i wish i would have died." I'm here for you, call me in the wing or I can e-mail you my cell phone number. There is also e-mail in general. People are here for you. You are not alone and know that you are not as alone as you may think you are. Tons of hugs for you!

You should know...

[kachan]

That I am here for you. I'm almost always near my email (cause that's how nerdy I am) so it's not too hard to get in contact with me. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, remember that.

[casper7]

How can you say that. Sheila you know there are lots of people who love you and care about you. I am listening I am always here to listen. Just call or shoot me an email. Keep strong