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[i_sparafucile]

Sometimes I wonder how i have been such an unbelievable fuckup.

I was goddamn blind, and i hurt people because of it.

I am so ashamed.

Comments

You didn't hurt me!

[vanjameson]

What are you talking about? I'm confused. Hey, I'm always here if you need to talk to me. Well, very infrequently here actually. But we can make time to talk. Smile :)

Re: You didn't hurt me!

[i_sparafucile]

=)

not you, but i will tell you about it sometime.

-j

The only bit of advice I have is...

[ericasb]

and I am not so sure it will be of any help to you, but living in the past and dwelling on things that have already happened is a good way to make yourself miserable. So though I dont have any idea what you are talking about, you can try and make ammends with the people you believe (or know) you have hurt and let it go. I am also not saying that people will let you make ammends, but after you have done your best you can't expect anything more. If problems are resolved, yay, all the better, but even if they aren't as long as you have given your best to try and fix it you should be able to move on.

Much Love,
Eric

[ex_wind_rid]

*hug* let me know if I can help, ok man?

[the_drifter]

Unbelievable fuckups? Happen. Regardless of personal worth, regardless of planning and good intentions (and do I know this from experience, or what), regardless of foresight or lack thereof. I don't know the situation-- you may have made a mistake, you may have done something you legitimately could've seen coming and avoided. Own up to it, allow yourself exactly as much of a wallow as you require to remember this for future. Then go apologize, do whatever you can to fix it, and generally avoid the gaping maw of self-abuse that will look so deliciously justified and miserable. (Unless we're talking about the masturbatory kind of self abuse, in which case, have at

[i_sparafucile]

thank you *huggles*

i think we've talked about this situation before...but sometime we'll revisit it if you remind me =)

-j

[shadowmoon666]

I know most of what I sya is preety useless. Im not the worlds number one source of anything...but I still care about ya. As much as youre clammed up and hard to figure out...I give a shit. Im around if ya need me.