i've decided that LJ is a piece of shit and i'm not going to use it anymore. my thoughts are my own. and i don't need them analysed and judged until they're nothing, or even, 'childish ranting'. very few of you really know ME. so i see no point in moaning, because it's always percieved another way in which it was intended to be. it isn't intended ( Read more... )

i have come to realise. that there is an abundance of individuals in this world, mostly male, who need to know some things. they're a not so rare breed, who seem to be under the impression they are superior to everybody else. if you are one of these self satisfied pricks. this is for you.

you are no better than i, or any other person, despite what ( Read more... )

It's all the same,
only the names will change

Everyday it seems we're wasting away
Another place where the faces are so cold
I'd drive all night just to get back home

Sometimes I sleep, sometimes it's not for days
And the people I meet always go their separate ways
Sometimes you tell the day
By the bottle that you drink
And times when you're all ( Read more... )

I am crying about the elusive nature of love, the impossibility of ever having someone so completely that he can fill up the hole, the gaping hole that for me right now is full of depression. I understand why people sometimes want to kill their lovers, eat their lovers, inhale the ashes of their dead lovers. I understand that this is the only way ( Read more... )

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFCKFUCKFUCKFUYCKFCKVDS;GLM. fuck this shit.

why won't it go away. why did it ever have to mean ANYTHING. fuck you. and fuck everything. i'm sick of crying.

this morning. after some fucked up dreams. i woke up, thinking i was still in canberra.

it made me want to die.

i feel sick. and nervous. i don't know why. i read things. and wish i never did.

i hate that i'm never good enough.

home. i hate it. at least in canberra i could almost pretend everything was fine. at least i had a little bit of something i wanted. even though the whole time i felt so patronized and looked down on. and alone. because nobody has any idea of what it was like before i left. except one person. but of course. it's all forgotten now, isn't it. it'll ( Read more... )

fun in woden.

homebase is my new favourite shop?


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She bites when she kisses, but that's super 'cause you like the taste of blood don't you ( Read more... )