somebody saved me, i was a fool for far to long
but i learned lately to live the good life before it's gone
i'll mix some right with a bit of wrong
i broke down, baby, i hit the ground so many times,
till i was carried, i've relearned to walk but now i fly i dig the music but need the rhyme ( Read more... )

raise your hand if you can't get through singing "i'm not afraid of anything" without crying.

hand raises.

round two.

ding. ding.

i leave on tuesday to start my senior year of college. this might be the last time i ever leave virginia for school. it's not my freshman year where i am unsure of what to expect and yet, now, i have never been more scared in my life ( Read more... )

Breathing ( Read more... )

i have a feeling that i will be listening to lots of billy joel this summer ( Read more... )

a few days ago i was walking with Anya and after one of my many stories she said ( Read more... )

with the anticipation of 21, i knew that one of my goals of turning 21 was to fucking belt the shit out of "Don't Stop Believing" at the karaoke bar that dennis used to go to every wednesday night. He stopped going recently because he has 8:30 thursday classes but alex keiper and i talked him into it ( Read more... )

so 21 is pretty cool. :)

some pretty swell things happened tonight.
1. michael eric and i had a terribly beautiful moment and conversation. it's nice to have a 5th family member.

2. bradley randomly said-
"hey elana, did you know that you're a fantastic friend?"

3. dennis and i had a bonding two hour conversation. i love him. we just understand each other so well.