so since i left PDX...i moved back a month later for aaron. which went exactally how i thought it would which made me sad. I love that boy and i always will but sometimes you just have to relize that some people are just better off as friends and will never be able to make a relationship work. Which I have to say is one of the most painfull ( Read more... )

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So I've got one more week left in this damn fucked up town...I'm excited for whats to come. Its funny 2 years ago all i wanted to do was move out here..now all i wanna do is get outta here ( Read more... )

1) Was 2007 a good year for you ( Read more... )

I love how just about every other year i rediscover that i have a livejournal and then start to write in it again after i have read over all the things that were happening to me a year ago which i dont remember. Sometimes i think that if i didnt write in this every once and awhile i would forget all the good and bad that has happened to me and ( Read more... )

I got to see eric today..i dont know when I'll get to see him again but I know I will soon ( Read more... )

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i feel like i am left out of everything. Like i will never have a place where i fit in ( Read more... )

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I give up. Nothing will ever make me happy again. I'm sick of making excuses so i can pretend i'm ok.