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[i_think_i_hateu]

i just dont get it. its like i have no control over who i am anymore.i said i was going to change... but so far i have only made myself worse. i flip out on the only people who rly seem to care about me and then i feel like a complete jackass. my dad just doesnt want me to be the least bit happy and now i have to pack up all my shit and move.

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[will_be_loved]

I love you Jessica.
Things'll get better. <3

[so_so_lovely]

jessica..i know its just your frustration..im not mad at you..nothing good comes out of not forgiving..i think you just need to sit down with your parents and talk to them about it..get rid of all the distractions and just have a serious heart to heart with them..i know your trying your best to change but sometimes you need the people around you to change too (your family)..i understand that theyre going through a rough time too with your grandmothers recovery and all..but you shouldnt have to suffer from someone elses pain..no one should..i love you and i want you to be happy and so does everyone else..were not trying to punish you or make fun of you..were trying to make life as enjoyable and happy for you as possible..with no regrets and not as many mistakes..your an awesome person and a great friend and i dont want to see you anything but happy..we all want to see you happy..thats what me kelli and kelsey want for you..we love you and were going to stick by your side and help you through this..its a new year and a new you..be

[kelexc]

aww im really sorry all this shit is happinging to you sweetie.
i love you to much to see you fuck up. thats why i tell you. sorry if i come off like a total bitch sometime but its only cause i dont want you to ruin your life. or a good part of it.
we need to start 2005 off at a good start. lets hang out tommorrow. hell your right next door.
<3

[jasonwater6989]

yea thats right! come back to swimming, it will be much funner, join the highschool team at bstc!

[say_uwont_care]

jess every body goes through a rough time i dont kno wut has gone on sense ive been outta the loop.. but what i do kno is ur a good person and u have a good heart..everybody makes mistakes.. i mean thats wut high school about ...no matter what, ur friends will be there for u and support u i kno that all we want is the best for u .. dont put ur self down because of some mistakes .. there in the past and like u said its 2005 make it unbelievable and just be urself.. i <3 u<333