Comments | i_think_of_u: will my life every change?

i_think_of_u

will my life every change?

May 19, 2005 15:57

so today was alright.. austin parked here so that made me feel better. we have been talking and establishing a friendship. obviously its hard on both of us.. but were doing the best we can. he saw the midnight showing of starwars last night so i did all our spanish hmwk and let him copy it today.. im so nice. i went home after math today ((skipped ( Read more... )

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OH MY FREAKING GD! anonymous May 20 2005, 02:11:16 UTC

LAUR, ITS CARLY. I AM STILL TRYING RECOVER FROM THE FINALE. I CANT BREATHE AND ITS BEEN ABOUT AN HR SINCE ITS BEEN OVER. VOYAGER TMW IS GONNA BE ALL ABOUT OC. IT WAS FREAKIN AMAZING! I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO RIGHT NOW.. HAHA LOVE YOU MUCH

Re: OH MY FREAKING GD! i_think_of_u May 20 2005, 02:59:40 UTC

AHHHHHHHHHH!! I BALLED.. I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO HAD TEARS STREAMING DOWN MY FACE.. IT WAS INSANE.. AND HOW IT ENDED?!! OYYYY!!

anonymous May 20 2005, 02:53:18 UTC

Love is the most powerful force out there. sometimes its overwhelming. sometimes someone feels it stronger than one another. love fades and glows, but if u love someone who loves you back you shouldnt be afraid to be with them. they will help you through anything. sometimes u get scared or you over rationalize and make fatal mistakes. trust me i know. leah broke up with me the first time cuz she was afraid of loseing me. she thought she loved me more than i loved her. she didnt want to be left alone and most importantly she didnt wanna be hurt. but we are together now and we are working out our problems for the better. it jsut goes to show you that even after a break up , it doesnt mean its over. girls just need their space to see how good they had it or how bad they had it. lauren and austin think real hard. is it really over?
-Brandon

i_think_of_u May 20 2005, 02:58:46 UTC

brandon your so cute. that was really sweet. i do love austin. i always will. but i have had a boyfriend all of my life.. when i break up with one i go rushing to the next and i need to learn how to be more independent. i was so reliant on austin.. and he was so amazing. he still is.. but i need to learn how to take care of myself. maybe austin and i will get back together in a little while after i learn some more about myself.. but right now - and for the summer.. i just need some time off. im really glad you worked things out with leah because i know how bummed you were when it was over. that was a really sweet thing what you said.. and it is completely true. ill take what you said into consideration.. but for now - all austin and i can be is friends. maybe not forever.. but at least for now.
<33 lauren

ps. IM me some time. i hope we can be friends even if austin and i arent together anymore.

hi sarcasticlover May 23 2005, 02:14:56 UTC

hey! it's liz's friend amanda! remember me?! i figured i'd just drop you a line since i have nothing better to do!! comment back sometime!!