everything seems to be going well. as far as i know.. i think my friends are still having a hard time but i think they are going to put up with it -- maybe? i love them so much --> i would do anything for them. every single one. :) well anyways i had finals today -- ehh not that bad. two more then and schools overr!! after school i hung with the ( Read more... )

im actually surprised to be writing this. i just got home from having possibly the worst day of my life so far. i hate crying in school. its so humiliating.

i found out this morning that all my friends hate me. or are mad at me. i dont even know which it is. the worst part of this is i dont even know why either.

the way i see it... i broke up with ( Read more... )

i wish i knew where to start... well for one thing -- AMELIA I FIXED MY LJ! but anyyways on to more important things. friday was kristas going away party. if i had known they were having one i wouldnt have made plans for that night so i left at like 8:30 ish. i was telling jojo how to get there and i def gave him the completely wrong directions.. ( Read more... )

hey hey everyone. check out my new layout! amy did it.. SO PRETTY. i <33 her. anyways... i think things with austin are better now. we faught for a while yesterday and then finally settled stuff. plus i talked to his friend brandon who was the one who had yelled at me and made me feel like shit about everything.. and it turns out hes going thru the ( Read more... )

it feels like i havent written in forever. things have just been crazy. austin and i have been broken up for nearly two weeks now... it feels weird but i guess the fact that he hates me makes it a little easier? i dont like that he hates me but i have to say it has made me move on quicker ( Read more... )

so today was alright.. austin parked here so that made me feel better. we have been talking and establishing a friendship. obviously its hard on both of us.. but were doing the best we can. he saw the midnight showing of starwars last night so i did all our spanish hmwk and let him copy it today.. im so nice. i went home after math today ((skipped ( Read more... )

this song describes me so much right now.. its crazy ( Read more... )

this is how i know EVERYTHING will be okay...

11/17/03!! -- 5/12/05 great times, looking forward to more

thats in austins profile.. hes so great.

well.. as most of you know. austin and i broke up. i did it. it was awful. if your reading this austin.. im so sorry. i just started to feel like we were becoming one person.. and i had lost my identity. i relied on him way to much.. and i need to learn how to be independent.and its so scary.. but unfortunately the only way to do this was be ( Read more... )

today was so funny. well mainly chem. so amelia and i are in the same class and we always have so much fun. and our teacher pav ((mr. pavinato)) is giving some lecture about different acids or i dont know but alcohol came up some how. well next thing i know this is what our lecture has turned into ( Read more... )