so i just got done watching the fountain. i saw it in theaters in 2005, i enjoyed it a lot but i don't think i completely understood the concept as a whole. one criticism though, i wish they weren't speaking English when they were supposed to be in Spain.

i have my computer in the strangest spot in my house and thats where i can "borrow" internets. finally i can access my grooveshark songs. it really sucks that i stopped using itunes now i i have no way to get all my music ive been listening to for two years. anyhow. california is all i expected it to be and more so far. i like being back at mama's ( Read more... )

this is my last night at grooveshark. its crazy i've been here almost a year. they all signed a card and got me apple pies. im excited to move but ive become so comfortable here. its scary to get complacent then attempt to change it all. there's a lot of room for failure. i have little doubt though because i've done it so many times. except now ( Read more... )

This is the second worst birthday ever. It's mostly not sad for me mostly for Ali. She had surgery on my birthday so I planned my party on hers. I just couldn't celebrate the day she's in so much pain. But then most the people I invited coulnt come. So we cancelled the bob's river thing and I just laid in bed crying for and hour and a half then ( Read more... )

recording today.....nervous/excited, hope you all like it

so. pretty much only one person in my entire family is coming to the wedding. half live to far and are too busy or can't afford it, the other half doesn't agree with homosexuality, let alone gay marriage. so apparently...love does know some bounds.....

this means even my daughter won't be there

normally i lack sentiment-ness.... but this year we made extensive effort running around and saving a few bucks here and there to get gifts for our families and closest friends. we both always have emotional and other strange issues every time we go down there (besides the happy little beacon of happiness, ali)and all we wanted to do is meet up ( Read more... )

only four minutes had passed after becoming conscious before i realized that i was being held not only in pitch black darkness, but that i was also tied upside down.

skip skip skip

i'm right side up, with someone's severed fingers and one big toe in my hands.....

I guess my dreams have been a bit rated "R" lately

there was a big nothingness
no ground beneath me

i moved my arms and kicked in a swimming motion

i made no progress

there was no matter to propel off of

after minutes or years, i'm not sure, i accepted and understood

i recorded! my songs are at www.grooveshark.com my songs start at social invention but i think that my picture is on mine. it sucks that there is another charity but i'm sure people won't think thats me cus the music is way different. anyhow, listen to it and let me know what you guys think.