pain I haven't felt in so long.....

[i_wish_711]

-Attempts to type through blurred vision-

Life...Love...Feeling...

I have not felt pain like this in....so long.

-bawls but attempts to continue-

What I know....I need to think. I need to sleep. Rest the mind.

I tried to call you...you weren't home. I was bawling. Your mom hung up on me. I'm not waiting up for you. I will be online tomorrow

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[hahayourestupid]

Goddammit.
No.
Why are you crying?
I have the shittiest timing ever.
Maybe you need someone better than me.
I'm not there for you when you need me, or so it seems.
GOD.
I'm sorry.
I'm so so sorry.
You don't even know...
*sighs*
I'm so so sorry...
♥

[hahayourestupid]

don't bother calling til tonight.
I won't have a ride home til it's time for me to go into work.
so I guess I'll be home at midnight.
is that too late for me to call you?
fucking shit.
yeah I guess we'll talk later or something.
*sighs*

[i_wish_711]

Yes that's way too late for you to call me. I'll call you @ midnight provided I'm still awake, but I'll try & be. *sighs* Guess I'll talk to you then, hopefully.

-Me