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[iadork4life]

ARG

GRAWR

DAMMMITTTTT

Those 3 fucked up little words just slipped out. All out of habit. those 3 words set me back. MY vow not to say them.

Just when i was leaving a messgage they just slipped out at the end.

I just wanted to prove 2 myself that i could go without it. they're so uncreative now. meh. i hate this, ok start over.

--Mariel

Comments

[epilepticemu]

Ok Mar, please elaborate a bit on the situation. All out of habit? But you said you hadn't done it before? Don't prove it to yourself just to prove it to yourself. Tests of will shouldn't be a mind game that plays with other people. Besides, there are many different ways of saying 'i love you'. Did you mean it in a platonic way? I think that the romantic "I love you" is more of a realization and isn't something that you would just say casually after finishing a voicemail, but thats just my romantic side speaking :-p

[iadork4life]

no, i guess i'll elaborate more when we talk. lol then you'll understand.

[epilepticemu]

Oh hahaha! You meant "i love you!!!" When i read it I thought you were saying you were trying not to say "arg" "Grawr" and "damnit" and i was like "why does this warrant an entry?" Ohhhhh so much more sense now. Stop staring at me!! So what if Im thick!!!! I'm planning on costing through on my looks. (Can you say 'screwed')
~Me