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Sep 15, 2003 23:03

Ah! Wow, ok crazy. I had no idea what was going on. I'm glad he told me about it and all, i guess.


ThouGivestFevah: the fuck....i'm alienating you?
EpilepticEmu: well
EpilepticEmu: lately you've only called me when you need to be taken out
ThouGivestFevah: no, i tried to call you but u didn't call me back
EpilepticEmu: yeah
EpilepticEmu: your message
ThouGivestFevah: and wait..that was once.
EpilepticEmu: was all about how you needed to be picked up because you couldn't take it
ThouGivestFevah: no it wasn't
EpilepticEmu: i listened to it
ThouGivestFevah: no it really wasn't. i'm sorry if that's what you thought. i just wanted to talk.
EpilepticEmu: isn't that what Dave is for?
EpilepticEmu: i'm sorry, that was mean
ThouGivestFevah: yeah, it was
EpilepticEmu: well sometimes that's how I feel
EpilepticEmu: all you talk about is how much you love dave, and that you wish you could drive so you could see him
EpilepticEmu: and how your grades suffer because you talk to him so much
EpilepticEmu: and how you two are just kindred spirits
EpilepticEmu: that's how i've felt lately
EpilepticEmu: and then when I realized how much I talk about you infront of my friends
ThouGivestFevah: okay...i'm sorry. i guess i got a little carried away then...
ThouGivestFevah: you talk about me?
EpilepticEmu: and I thought how little I feel like I impact you
EpilepticEmu: yes
EpilepticEmu: all the time
EpilepticEmu: my friends make fun of you and ask me why i'm talking about Mario again
ThouGivestFevah: lol
ThouGivestFevah: you impact me a lot though
ThouGivestFevah: i'd be...really lost without you. you must see that

Hidden behind a LJ-Cut.

It's been building up, and everything must stop at some point. everything just needs to come out.

"You need a woman to look after you" yeah i kinda feel like that. or just anyone, a man a woman, a dog. Maybe i haven't been completely honest.

Who am i going to be...in 3 years, in 10...am i going to look back at this and say it's bullshit, or not?

--Mariel
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