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Life and opportunities are conspiring to keep me in Texas. Ideally I'd like to be in both places or have a few aspects of Texas brought up here. I'd love to come up north for someone, but no one loves me enough to want to be my reason for returning. Turning back on a job and a friend for the fantasy that people will really miss me and returning will bring great joy to them. I know I'm not completely unloved and that people, and most people I care about, would like me around. No one loves me enough to be rendered incapable of enjoying life without my presence. It would be unhealthy if someone was like that but provided they were someone I respected I would love them so much for feeling that way. Probably unhealthy that I feel that way. You'll be fine without me and It's better I'm in Texas so I'll be here until Mid-July. If anyone is really hurt or saddened I'd like to know
http://www.beatallica.org/
Amusing concept but I didn't like the music that much.
I've been mopey but I think that is from lack of sleep and possibly poor eating habits.
Wikipedia has Lovecraft and The Jungle book. ( :
I'm reading Paradise lost. Slowly. It's pretty but the Metaphors are cryptic and out of date. I want to stop because I think my reading it is just being pretentious, but then I think that thinking I'm being pretentious is my rationalization for my own Laziness. The words are very beautiful.
Tomorrow starts my last week at the library.