i cut the shit out of my balls today. it really hurt!

i finally got my phone back. soooo i need your numbers! give em up!

today was amazing. got my first paper back and got an a. have an awesome weekend in store, hanging out with some new people and hanging out with the boys on saturday, even though im missing out on wrestling (no money). just in an awesome mood. i feel accomplished. i dont feel like doing anything ( Read more... )

its weird there have been 3 seperate occasions that i really wanted to write about but have totally just spaced on because ive been quite busy ( Read more... )

ive been so swept up in school work its been hard to step back and realize everything that happend with fab. everything started fast and everything ended fast. it doesnt nessicarily hurt me in the pit of my stomach...probably because it was ultimately my decision. but there is this nagging what if. a lot of me felt like i didnt know her and a lot ( Read more... )

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thank you rob.

and im single again... im upset but it needed to be done.

so despite the bull shit fight with fab, last night was awesome. tim just left and it was really nice to see him. i love that dude. im really glad we have stayed close through all of the changes and moves. im going to try and get him into austin's hxc band with me. well see. it should be fun ( Read more... )

im extremely happy in chicago, living with rob, being in school, being on my own again...and pretty much with everything going on right now...except one thing. that i need to fix. immediatly.

did i fall in love with the possibilites? the new experiences...who knows. but i have to make a decision now.

so ive made this commitment to myself to read absolutly every assingment i am given this semester. soooo much god damn reading. like hours and hours a day. its just really important i have an amazing quarter grade wise so its easy for them to place me in student teaching. i guess we will see how i fair.

i miss my fucking girlfriend.