im mad that my ex fuck buddies have girlfriends. what the fuck. and both the guys are with both the girls who they got with right after me. not that i wanted anything with either but what the hell. these are guys who would never have girlfriends.

i miss that person that you can spend days with back to back and never be bored or annoyed with. that you can hang out with all day and then when you go your seperate ways you call them within five mins to talk for hours more. or that person who when you kiss you feel so much, you cant even describe it, its that cliche weak in the knees feeling. ( Read more... )

i like being home.

"This is one of those days in which you are better able to stand back and look at your emotions from a cerebral perspective, dear Sagittarius. Your freedom-loving nature is not built to deal with heavy emotional baggage and turmoil, so don't bother. This is not your bag, so don't even pick it up. Be especially wary of those who seem to plop it ( Read more... )

things are odd and weird right now. but i dont want to think about anything. i just want to do whatever the hell i feel like and deal with it all later on. its not bad, im not upset about anything, but i just want to be right now.

On March 11 a Malaysian snake charmer will attempt to break the world record for kissing a poisonous serpent. Shahimi Abdul Hamid has in the past managed to survive while smooching a huge cobra 21 times, but this time he hopes to go further, exceeding the previous all-time high of 30. I don't know his astrological sign, but if he's a Sagittarius he ( Read more... )

i almost wrote crazy jake an email tonight to see if he wanted to get coffee to see how he was. but then i clicked on new message and i was like... hummm no.... he was hella crazy and i dont wnat to relive that. i dont want to hear his crazy talk. dont get me wrong, i have gone crazy on certain people, but theres a difference... going crazy... and ( Read more... )

once again. do guys not get it? if you say you really like someone and are trying to get to know them dont flirt with one of their friends. i just left yesterday, and i find out you and someone else are all over one another? hummm. i dont want to hear it, especially when you didnt hang out with me before i left, but all the sudden im gone and you ( Read more... )

i have a problem dating nice guys. not just nice guys, really really nice guys who put up with me being a bitch to them for a year and a half. this guy derek has always liked me, hes spent the night numerous times before but nothings ever happened. hes always told me if i ever want anything to happen just let him know, he always complements me when ( Read more... )

the more research i do on my lil study trip to ireland the more i get scared/excited ( Read more... )