we've known this was coming, but it doesn't make it any easier.  i don't understand why this keeps happening to us.  i really can't handle much more.  they took my aunt patty off of life support last night and they called this morning and said her breathing was shallow.  my dad and pawpaw and uncle bubby were there last night but they weren't there ( Read more... )

for the people who say the Bible tells you that we're supposed to eat meat (which is who inadvertently caused me to become a vegetarian in the first place, hehe), I know the Bible isn't a defense for everyone, but I've had SEVERAL people tell me that God made animals for us to eat, period. And that I was a big old sinner because I didn't eat meat ( Read more... )

ok, so i've had multiple tests since last time!

FIRST though, i must say that christopher and i are doing much better. well, he was never doing badly before, haha. it was me, but i think he realizes now how bad i feel and that i can't help it. i love him so much.

okay, so i visited a new doctor, dr. reynolds. he's some kind of gastroenterology ( Read more... )

OKAY I HAVE ENOUGH IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW ( Read more... )

bleh. i feel like poopoo again, go figure ( Read more... )

so i finally had my dream i've been waiting for last night ( Read more... )

ok, so i have "multiple" cysts in my ovaries, mostly in one of them. she didn't say much about it really, though.

she says she isn't sure if my rash has anything to do with the rest of my sickness, but says it's possible (which would probably be lupus), but she's having me get another gallbladder test and the same bloodwork in 3 weeks to see if it' ( Read more... )

okay! my white blood cell count, neutrophils and neutrophils (absolute) were low and my lymphs were high ( Read more... )