Just can't watch

[iambatgirl]

I just remembered that my mother video taped the entire birth of Aurora, and for some reason I can't bring myself to watch it still. For me it was an awful expirience.

I wonder when I will be ok with reviewing that memory.

Makes me cringe thinking about it.

Comments

[seennotheard]

Oh my. If I were you, I wouldn't watch that video either... especially the part where you were knocked out, & her complications & yeesh.

[iambatgirl]

yeesh is right. My mom keeps bugging me to watch it cuz she is proud of the work she did on the video. I feel bad that I havent and I try and tell her its not personal, I am just not ready, and I am not sure i will be for a while.

[iambatgirl]

AHAHA, that would be quite the embarrasing video for potential bfs! Good thought

Where are you going? New job or something? Family?

[iambatgirl]

Dudette that is super sweet! I am so happy for you!

Its nice to be loved by someone marrige worthy right?