urgh in less than three weeks time, i am supposed to be an
economist,
sociologist,
mathematician,
statistician
and a genius in business management.

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WHAT!?

i absolutely love back hugs ♥,

despite the fact that i am not comfortable with body contact.

I'm saying something that I should have never thought
I had to stop myself

what if after sometime, i no longer wanna have to do that?
i don't want to bite my lips just cause whatever i wanna say might hurt anyone
but then again, conscience always get in the way.

I wasn’t the air.
I guess I was just a breeze that was under the illusion of being the air.
The breeze, can’t return to a place it already left.

now if only beautiful words signify beautiful memories.

i am disappointed.

disappointed with myself.

control, one moment i am in control and the next, everything falls apart. is life always supposed to be like a ride on a roller coaster? one moment you're up and another you're down? only what if i am afraid of heights? how does it work then? i wanna say i tried hard, but who really determine what is hard enough ( Read more... )

i need to suck it up and move on.

of course, easier said than done right.
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holy hell onew. holy hell.

i will start tomorrow i guess.

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i'm gonna start idolizing ll. only maybe minus the whole getting in a relationship with a girl part.

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starting tomorrow.
i promise i will.

is so high right now. medication work wonders.