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I finally have some updates, but I won't know officially until next week, so I think I'll wait til then. Or at least later this weekend when its not 2am... lol
A - Accidents
01. Have you ever been in a car accident? yes
02. Do you have a lot of scars? just a couple
03. Have you ever been in a fist fight with someone? no
04. Have you ever seriously hurt anyone by mistake? I don't think so
05. Have you ever had stitches? almost
B - Beauty
06. Do you consider yourself beautiful? eh, sometimes
07. Are you self conscious of how you look? often, but not all the time
08. Do you put on a lot of make-up? more than I use to, but not nearly as much as other people
09. Would you ever consider getting plastic surgery? probably not, but I don't know (esp if money wasn't an issue)
10. What do you think makes a person beautiful? everything from looks to personality
C - Consequences
11. What was the longest amount of time you've been grounded for? I can't even remember
12. What would you do if you got pregnant, keep it or have an abortion? Um, there's a lot of things you have to weigh in on a decision like that
13. Do you ever think about how your actions affect other people? After I do it. Well, not all the time.
14. What do you think is the worst punishment someone could give you? moving me to Oshawa, lmao, jk
15. What is one thing you wish you didn't do, just because it wasn't worth it in the end? You know, my regrets are more of things that I didn't do
D - Dealing
16. When you are mad at someone, how do you show them? It really depends. Sometimes I just kind of ignore them, or I'm just really short with them.
17. Name a time when you had to be strong? When Angie kept taking credit for my work
18. Have you ever dealt with a divorce or parents fighting? no, well all parents fight everyonce and a while ... nothing serious
19. When people at school don't accept you, or have problems with you, how do you react? I get pissed off if someone has a problem with me and doesn't say it to my face.
20. Have you ever lost someone to death? unfortunately
E - Experience
21. Have you ever had a job? Any volunteer jobs? Yes and yes (SEVERAL)
22. Do you think that you are sexually experienced, or not at all? eh, define it
23. Have you gone through a lot emotionally, or has life been easy thus far? I could speak about both side ... more emotional than others, but less emotional then others
24. Do you think you are ready to be on your own (have your own home, job, etc.)? As long as I find a decent paying full-time job, yes
25. How old do you act? most the time I act older than I am ... 25 lets say? But I have my moments when I'm like 5
F - Family
26. Is there anyone in your family you don't talk to? I don't talk to my sister a lot, but that's because I rarely see her. But I rarely talk to anyone else outside my immediate family.
27. If you had to choose, family or friends? its a tough one, I guess it depends on who in my family and which of my friends
28. Can you tell your parents or one of your parents anything? I probably could, but I don't like to
29. Do you have any siblings? yes
30. How often do you spend 'quality time' with family members? not often anymore
G - Growing
31. How tall are you? How tall do you wish you were? not very tall at all ... like 5'4" ... I wish I was more like 5'8 or 9
32. Do you think that you have grown more in the past year than any year before that? doubt it
33. As a person, do you think you are mature for your age or still act childish? see #25
34. Are you scared to think that one day you will turn 30, then 40, then 50? yes lol
35. Do you believe you still have a lot to learn? We all do
H - Hope
36. Love - real or not? real, obviously it can be fake
37. Are you a pessimist of an optimist? depends on the subject
38. Do you believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason, or do you think that our actions lead the way? I like to feel that everything happens for a reason, BUT I also feel that we can control our own fate in most circumstances
I - Issues
41. Do you suffer from depression or constant sadness/loneliness? loneliness probably lol
42. Do you have any type of disease or disability? no
43. Are you currently in a hard relationship or have bad luck with the opposite sex? I don't even know whether to consider it a relationship
44. Do you think that you are alone in this world? No
45. How often do you think about death, suicide or running away? when I was younger, more so running away and thinking what people would do in any of those circumstances ... I don't think I ever seriously though about death or suicide
J - Jokes
46. Say a word or phrase that would not be funny to anyone but you & one of your friends (an inside joke): uhhhm, I haven't had any recently ... or I just can't think of it
47. Are you usually the one making people laugh, or the other way around? both
48. Do you cry when you laugh hard? almost
49. Write down a hilarious moment you had with someone that makes you laugh to this day: I honestly have no idea
50. Do you ever get in trouble for laughing or talking a lot during class? I did at times
K - Knowledge
51. The purpose of school: to waste my time to get a piece of paper :D
52. Do people refer to you as smart, dumb, or average? average to smart
53. What was the highest grade you have received (full course mark)? A+
54. What was your last average? in the mid 80s or so
55. What do you find the most interesting subject to be (to study or to talk about)? sports marketing, sports history, religion was really interesting
L - Love
56. Are you currently in love? no
57. Do people around you show you a lot of love (tell you they love you, hug you, kiss you, etc.)? eh, some, not really though
58. Is love worth it? family/friends love? or bf/gf love?
59. Do you hate it when girls in their young teenage years say they 'love' someone that they've been dating for a few months? maybe they are in love, but its pretty hard not to laugh or take judgement
60. Does it take a lot for you to say you love someone, or is it just a word? takes a lot
M - Money
61. Do you believe that money makes the world go round? yes
62. Is your family on the poor side, average, or above average when it comes to money? average to a little above?
63. Are you saving up for college/university, or planning to? saving up to pay my parents back
64. Would you rather win millions of dollars & be set for life, or find the perfect person to marry & start a family with? bothhhhhhhh lol
65. On a scale of 1-10, how important is money to you? 7.5?
N - Naughty
66. Are you a virgin? what do you think
67. What do you think about doing sexual things with someone you're not going out with? who doesn't, not that i'd actually do it with them if i was seeing someone else though
68. Do you know anybody you consider a 'slut'? don't think so (at least not seriously)
69. If you could, would you erase some things you did in the past or make it so you did more? Or are you okay with everything you have done? probably would, not gonna lie
70. Do you consider yourself more nice or more naughty? probably nice, but can be both
O - Openness
71. How long does it take for you to open up to someone? really depends --- depends on the person and how fast we connect, or depends on the subject
72. What does it take for you to fully trust someone? time, understanding
73. Are you generally untrusting towards people because of past experiences, or any other reason? not sure
74. When are you comfortable with someone sexually? uh, all depends again
75. When it comes to parents and close friends, what's the limit of what you can tell them? I don't like to tell my parents everything, nothing about relationships or boys in general -- friends, it depends on who wants to know or who will listen (and its not very many these days...)
P - Positive
76. Have you ever had an experience with someone that didn't necessarily end positively? we all have
77. Do you agree with the saying: better to have loved and lost than not have loved at all? um, I guess so
78. Are you more optimistic or pessimistic? both
79. Do you agree that something good can come out of everything? no, not really
80. Have you ever had a time where something really bad happened, but something really good happened because of it? If so, please explain what it was: nothing i can really think of on the spot, im sure theres something
Q - Questions
81. When faced with a problem, do you ask for help or try to figure it out yourself? usually try to figure it out myself...
82. Do you often question the world and how we came about? not often
83. Do you think the government is truthful? If you could ask the president one question, what would it be? lol, hell now. And he wouldn't understand anything I'd ask him
84. When someone does something wrong to you, do you confront them and ask them why they did it or just let it go? usually let it go -- and thats usually bad
85. What is one unsolved mystery about the world that you want answers to? um, nothing important
R - Respect
86. How do you show respect? um, i guess listen and try to understand
87. What can someone do for you to lose all respect for them? A variety of things...too many ways to explain them all...
88. Do you respect your teachers, parents, and other authority figures? yes, but not always, some are manipulative -- can't respect someone if they don't respect you
89. When you are disrespectful to your parents, what is the punishment? i'd be yelled at i guess, maybe loss of some priviledges ..... really only when i was younger though (like high school and down)
90. If someone is mean to you, are you mean back or do you kill them with kindness? again, depends ... im either mean back or just ignore them, don't think im ever really nice to them
S - School
91. If you are still in school, what grade will you be going into? I'm going to take a Hockey GM course online
92. When will you graduate high school/college? done
93. After high school, what did you do/are you planning to do? same thing i'm still trying to do
94. Do you like or hate school? What do you like/hate about it? hate it, rather be working
95. Have you ever been suspended, expelled, or dropped out of school? no
T - Temptation
96. Have you ever done something wrong, knowing it was wrong, because something inside of you said it was okay? probably
97. Has anyone ever pressured you to smoke or drink? Did you do it? No real pressure, and never smoked.
98. Did you ever cheat on someone? Why did you do it? no
99. Did you ever want to do something sexual with someone you didn't really know or love? What did you end up doing? ha, yeah ... and nothing
100. Do you give in to temptation easily, or are you more independent and strong willed? more "depends on the situation"
U - Unique
101. Would you rather blend in with the crowd or stand out? i guess blend, but maybe some standing out
102. Do you do a lot of things because your friends are doing it? eh, not really, but if they want to do something, i do it with them because i'm their friend ---- not always the same thing for me....
103. Do you follow trends, wear whatever you want, or wear really unique pieces? whatever i want, some trends, but i like to be unique, don't like seeing someone wearing the same thing as me
104. Do you give in easily to peer pressure? Do you do things such as smoke, drink, or have casual sex? no and no ... drink, but not a lot
105. What makes you different from people your age? maturity
V - Value
106. What's the most expensive thing in your room? cabnet probably
107. What's more valuable: your life or the lives of your loved ones? Would you sacrifice your life for other people? this is a tough one, because if you sacrifice yourself, you can't be there to help your loved ones -- i'm sure if it was really severe it would be the first one
108. What is something you value not because it cost a lot, but because it means a lot to you? tough, id really have to think about it
109. If there was a fire in your house/apartment, what is the first thing you would grab? dog, computer....clothes, whatever i can grab
110. Do you think past memories and experiences are more valuable than what could possibly happen in the future? ...don't have an answer
W - Wishes
111. If you had three wishes, what would they be? moneyyyy, stop time, time machine lol
112. Would you rather wish yourself to be happy, or your loved ones? another tough one, probably loved ones
113. Do you believe that wishes come true if you really believe in them? its a nice thought
114. Have you ever had a wish come true? no
115. Do you find wishing for things a waste of time because everything that's meant to happen, will happen? Sort of
X - Xanga
116. Name all your Xanga's here: don't have one.
117. Name everything you post on your Xanga. n/a.
118. How often do you update, check your subscribers/comments, and change your layout? n/a.
119. How many subscribers and subscriptions do you have? n/a.
120. The greatest thing about Xanga? n/a.
Y - You
121. Are you more independent or social? um, both?
122. What is something that makes you very mad when you see it? ignorance
123. Do you think that you have potential to do great things? yes
125. Do you think people are generally good? no and yes
Z - Zest
126. Are you currently happy with your life? Why or why not? I'm ok to good, but could be happier
127. Are you more outgoing, ready for anything, or boring and shy? all of the aboveeeeeeeee
128. When change occurs, do you get scared or are you excited for it? again, depends on situation, sometimes scared
129. Do you like to try new things, meet new people? sure
130. What is the most motivational thing in the world? music?
A - Accidents
01. Have you ever been in a car accident? yes
02. Do you have a lot of scars? just a couple
03. Have you ever been in a fist fight with someone? no
04. Have you ever seriously hurt anyone by mistake? I don't think so
05. Have you ever had stitches? almost
B - Beauty
06. Do you consider yourself beautiful? eh, sometimes
07. Are you self conscious of how you look? often, but not all the time
08. Do you put on a lot of make-up? more than I use to, but not nearly as much as other people
09. Would you ever consider getting plastic surgery? probably not, but I don't know (esp if money wasn't an issue)
10. What do you think makes a person beautiful? everything from looks to personality
C - Consequences
11. What was the longest amount of time you've been grounded for? I can't even remember
12. What would you do if you got pregnant, keep it or have an abortion? Um, there's a lot of things you have to weigh in on a decision like that
13. Do you ever think about how your actions affect other people? After I do it. Well, not all the time.
14. What do you think is the worst punishment someone could give you? moving me to Oshawa, lmao, jk
15. What is one thing you wish you didn't do, just because it wasn't worth it in the end? You know, my regrets are more of things that I didn't do
D - Dealing
16. When you are mad at someone, how do you show them? It really depends. Sometimes I just kind of ignore them, or I'm just really short with them.
17. Name a time when you had to be strong? When Angie kept taking credit for my work
18. Have you ever dealt with a divorce or parents fighting? no, well all parents fight everyonce and a while ... nothing serious
19. When people at school don't accept you, or have problems with you, how do you react? I get pissed off if someone has a problem with me and doesn't say it to my face.
20. Have you ever lost someone to death? unfortunately
E - Experience
21. Have you ever had a job? Any volunteer jobs? Yes and yes (SEVERAL)
22. Do you think that you are sexually experienced, or not at all? eh, define it
23. Have you gone through a lot emotionally, or has life been easy thus far? I could speak about both side ... more emotional than others, but less emotional then others
24. Do you think you are ready to be on your own (have your own home, job, etc.)? As long as I find a decent paying full-time job, yes
25. How old do you act? most the time I act older than I am ... 25 lets say? But I have my moments when I'm like 5
F - Family
26. Is there anyone in your family you don't talk to? I don't talk to my sister a lot, but that's because I rarely see her. But I rarely talk to anyone else outside my immediate family.
27. If you had to choose, family or friends? its a tough one, I guess it depends on who in my family and which of my friends
28. Can you tell your parents or one of your parents anything? I probably could, but I don't like to
29. Do you have any siblings? yes
30. How often do you spend 'quality time' with family members? not often anymore
G - Growing
31. How tall are you? How tall do you wish you were? not very tall at all ... like 5'4" ... I wish I was more like 5'8 or 9
32. Do you think that you have grown more in the past year than any year before that? doubt it
33. As a person, do you think you are mature for your age or still act childish? see #25
34. Are you scared to think that one day you will turn 30, then 40, then 50? yes lol
35. Do you believe you still have a lot to learn? We all do
H - Hope
36. Love - real or not? real, obviously it can be fake
37. Are you a pessimist of an optimist? depends on the subject
38. Do you believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason, or do you think that our actions lead the way? I like to feel that everything happens for a reason, BUT I also feel that we can control our own fate in most circumstances
I - Issues
41. Do you suffer from depression or constant sadness/loneliness? loneliness probably lol
42. Do you have any type of disease or disability? no
43. Are you currently in a hard relationship or have bad luck with the opposite sex? I don't even know whether to consider it a relationship
44. Do you think that you are alone in this world? No
45. How often do you think about death, suicide or running away? when I was younger, more so running away and thinking what people would do in any of those circumstances ... I don't think I ever seriously though about death or suicide
J - Jokes
46. Say a word or phrase that would not be funny to anyone but you & one of your friends (an inside joke): uhhhm, I haven't had any recently ... or I just can't think of it
47. Are you usually the one making people laugh, or the other way around? both
48. Do you cry when you laugh hard? almost
49. Write down a hilarious moment you had with someone that makes you laugh to this day: I honestly have no idea
50. Do you ever get in trouble for laughing or talking a lot during class? I did at times
K - Knowledge
51. The purpose of school: to waste my time to get a piece of paper :D
52. Do people refer to you as smart, dumb, or average? average to smart
53. What was the highest grade you have received (full course mark)? A+
54. What was your last average? in the mid 80s or so
55. What do you find the most interesting subject to be (to study or to talk about)? sports marketing, sports history, religion was really interesting
L - Love
56. Are you currently in love? no
57. Do people around you show you a lot of love (tell you they love you, hug you, kiss you, etc.)? eh, some, not really though
58. Is love worth it? family/friends love? or bf/gf love?
59. Do you hate it when girls in their young teenage years say they 'love' someone that they've been dating for a few months? maybe they are in love, but its pretty hard not to laugh or take judgement
60. Does it take a lot for you to say you love someone, or is it just a word? takes a lot
M - Money
61. Do you believe that money makes the world go round? yes
62. Is your family on the poor side, average, or above average when it comes to money? average to a little above?
63. Are you saving up for college/university, or planning to? saving up to pay my parents back
64. Would you rather win millions of dollars & be set for life, or find the perfect person to marry & start a family with? bothhhhhhhh lol
65. On a scale of 1-10, how important is money to you? 7.5?
N - Naughty
66. Are you a virgin? what do you think
67. What do you think about doing sexual things with someone you're not going out with? who doesn't, not that i'd actually do it with them if i was seeing someone else though
68. Do you know anybody you consider a 'slut'? don't think so (at least not seriously)
69. If you could, would you erase some things you did in the past or make it so you did more? Or are you okay with everything you have done? probably would, not gonna lie
70. Do you consider yourself more nice or more naughty? probably nice, but can be both
O - Openness
71. How long does it take for you to open up to someone? really depends --- depends on the person and how fast we connect, or depends on the subject
72. What does it take for you to fully trust someone? time, understanding
73. Are you generally untrusting towards people because of past experiences, or any other reason? not sure
74. When are you comfortable with someone sexually? uh, all depends again
75. When it comes to parents and close friends, what's the limit of what you can tell them? I don't like to tell my parents everything, nothing about relationships or boys in general -- friends, it depends on who wants to know or who will listen (and its not very many these days...)
P - Positive
76. Have you ever had an experience with someone that didn't necessarily end positively? we all have
77. Do you agree with the saying: better to have loved and lost than not have loved at all? um, I guess so
78. Are you more optimistic or pessimistic? both
79. Do you agree that something good can come out of everything? no, not really
80. Have you ever had a time where something really bad happened, but something really good happened because of it? If so, please explain what it was: nothing i can really think of on the spot, im sure theres something
Q - Questions
81. When faced with a problem, do you ask for help or try to figure it out yourself? usually try to figure it out myself...
82. Do you often question the world and how we came about? not often
83. Do you think the government is truthful? If you could ask the president one question, what would it be? lol, hell now. And he wouldn't understand anything I'd ask him
84. When someone does something wrong to you, do you confront them and ask them why they did it or just let it go? usually let it go -- and thats usually bad
85. What is one unsolved mystery about the world that you want answers to? um, nothing important
R - Respect
86. How do you show respect? um, i guess listen and try to understand
87. What can someone do for you to lose all respect for them? A variety of things...too many ways to explain them all...
88. Do you respect your teachers, parents, and other authority figures? yes, but not always, some are manipulative -- can't respect someone if they don't respect you
89. When you are disrespectful to your parents, what is the punishment? i'd be yelled at i guess, maybe loss of some priviledges ..... really only when i was younger though (like high school and down)
90. If someone is mean to you, are you mean back or do you kill them with kindness? again, depends ... im either mean back or just ignore them, don't think im ever really nice to them
S - School
91. If you are still in school, what grade will you be going into? I'm going to take a Hockey GM course online
92. When will you graduate high school/college? done
93. After high school, what did you do/are you planning to do? same thing i'm still trying to do
94. Do you like or hate school? What do you like/hate about it? hate it, rather be working
95. Have you ever been suspended, expelled, or dropped out of school? no
T - Temptation
96. Have you ever done something wrong, knowing it was wrong, because something inside of you said it was okay? probably
97. Has anyone ever pressured you to smoke or drink? Did you do it? No real pressure, and never smoked.
98. Did you ever cheat on someone? Why did you do it? no
99. Did you ever want to do something sexual with someone you didn't really know or love? What did you end up doing? ha, yeah ... and nothing
100. Do you give in to temptation easily, or are you more independent and strong willed? more "depends on the situation"
U - Unique
101. Would you rather blend in with the crowd or stand out? i guess blend, but maybe some standing out
102. Do you do a lot of things because your friends are doing it? eh, not really, but if they want to do something, i do it with them because i'm their friend ---- not always the same thing for me....
103. Do you follow trends, wear whatever you want, or wear really unique pieces? whatever i want, some trends, but i like to be unique, don't like seeing someone wearing the same thing as me
104. Do you give in easily to peer pressure? Do you do things such as smoke, drink, or have casual sex? no and no ... drink, but not a lot
105. What makes you different from people your age? maturity
V - Value
106. What's the most expensive thing in your room? cabnet probably
107. What's more valuable: your life or the lives of your loved ones? Would you sacrifice your life for other people? this is a tough one, because if you sacrifice yourself, you can't be there to help your loved ones -- i'm sure if it was really severe it would be the first one
108. What is something you value not because it cost a lot, but because it means a lot to you? tough, id really have to think about it
109. If there was a fire in your house/apartment, what is the first thing you would grab? dog, computer....clothes, whatever i can grab
110. Do you think past memories and experiences are more valuable than what could possibly happen in the future? ...don't have an answer
W - Wishes
111. If you had three wishes, what would they be? moneyyyy, stop time, time machine lol
112. Would you rather wish yourself to be happy, or your loved ones? another tough one, probably loved ones
113. Do you believe that wishes come true if you really believe in them? its a nice thought
114. Have you ever had a wish come true? no
115. Do you find wishing for things a waste of time because everything that's meant to happen, will happen? Sort of
X - Xanga
116. Name all your Xanga's here: don't have one.
117. Name everything you post on your Xanga. n/a.
118. How often do you update, check your subscribers/comments, and change your layout? n/a.
119. How many subscribers and subscriptions do you have? n/a.
120. The greatest thing about Xanga? n/a.
Y - You
121. Are you more independent or social? um, both?
122. What is something that makes you very mad when you see it? ignorance
123. Do you think that you have potential to do great things? yes
125. Do you think people are generally good? no and yes
Z - Zest
126. Are you currently happy with your life? Why or why not? I'm ok to good, but could be happier
127. Are you more outgoing, ready for anything, or boring and shy? all of the aboveeeeeeeee
128. When change occurs, do you get scared or are you excited for it? again, depends on situation, sometimes scared
129. Do you like to try new things, meet new people? sure
130. What is the most motivational thing in the world? music?