Is there anything else that could make me anymore (insert feeling here).

The day that I cry over him. THE FIRST TIME IN A LONG TIME I'VE CRIED OVER HIM. He doesn't know me, I don't know him. It's been this long battle between him and the world. The world has somehow done him wrong so he's just never forgotten, never given up on revenge, never given up on blaming, and hurting.

i'm so scared of what's going to happen ( Read more... )

Wanting to sing,

Wanting to scream,

Wanting to dance,

Wanting to fly.

Wishing to be beyond everything,

And beyond any feeling.

It's an empty space,

She is the air that fills it,

He is the outer wall that is caving in,

An empty abyss waiting to be filled,

Wanting to stand on the edge,

Not scared of falling,
Just standing there and scream until the ( Read more... )

Cheers!

Today is just another day going by with no meaning but to go to school, come back and do the usual. Tomorrow will be the same. Go to school, come home, hang out with friends, and be happy for a moment. Realizing that you don't know what's going on, or realizing that you just want things to be different for once is just part of what's to come ( Read more... )

life ( Read more... )

Sitting with thoughts of contemplation, worrysome as they be. Wishing for an outlet of screaming so loud so hard that I become mute. Everything's beautiful, but sometimes it's a thought of just hoping for something good to happen. I want everything to turn off. Is there a switich somewhere that I can turn off? I can't find it. A break of ( Read more... )

A kind gesture, can lift your day. Liven it up. A bad feeling that gnaws at you inside and out. You just want an outlet, but lately talking about yourself is hard. You want peace, and solitude, but you don't know where to turn, well sort of. Friends are there, but bugging them is just a hassle, talking about it will help, you just need time. ( Read more... )

It doesn't seem
So incredibly insane to me.
In fact, it seems courageous
to, for once in your life, make
others react to a plan you set

in motion. Not that I meant
to cause anyone pain, only
to make them realize that
everyone has flaws. Even me.
-Conner; Impulse by Ellen Hopkins

The ups and downs. Confusion, frustration, sadness, worry. Who knew there was so much to think about before going to bed. I want to sleep, and wake up rejuvenated, fresh.

Revealing yourself is hard, telling people how you feel, what you truly want to say. It's hard to just plainly be somewhere and be yourself without wondering 'What are they ( Read more... )