I am tired of feeling like I am worthless, useless. More and more I have been thinking about how people view me. I feel like I am wearing a mask - when I am in school I supposedly have this “happy go lucky, always cheerful, and lovable guy”. Truthfully I’m not. I am not happy and I am not cheerful. I have a very low self-esteem. I feel like ( Read more... )

The lack of a relationship is killing me.

I want something, but for some reason, I cannot come to pass with it.

I'm just too busy.

The way things are going this year, people are just going to have to get used to it for a while until something changes. Its the same way where students have to get used to the fact that there won't be extracurriculars for a while until everything gets resolved. Unfortunately, no one has a given time frame on how long the negioations will ( Read more... )

I'm pissed at life.

School
Contract - Administration and Teachers
Extracurricular Activities
Class of 2006
Homework
Recommendation Letters
College
College Essays
Senior Project
Scholarship Essays

STOP PLEASE!

Wow, no one would think how deep I am getting with the whole teacher contract ordeal ( Read more... )

This whole teacher-with-no-contract-shit needs to stop. It's complete bullshit. The Adminstration and School Board have no idea how badly it is messing up senior year, none the less, the school. I'm so fucking pissed off. All last year, we, seniors, campaigned to run for officers of organizations and classes, now, we cannot do what we were ( Read more... )

I would be lying to myself if I said that I don't miss you. <3

This has been the best summer I've witnessed.  I think that its a sign to a great year!  I went from helping out with Habitat for Humanity, to a leadership training day with Curtis Meyers, to parties galore, to getting locked in my hotel room at my family reunion, to finding out upset news with my cousin, seeing my cousins at the family reunion, to ( Read more... )

L.T.C. was the greatest experience of my life. I met some of the greatest people in New Jersey, none the less, America. Many of you who I met will be life-long friends, closer than my normal day friends. We learned different classes that teached us leadership, communication, problem solving, and conflict skills. Vanessa, Britt, Sarah, and I ( Read more... )