life.

[iamdoublethefun]

Omg life couldnt be any worse right now really

Ok i got a phone call during 6th hour and it said to call home amidiantly and i thought omg my mom but i called it wasnt nothing. but things are so hard for me right now.

You may see me around school smileing and laughing joking and havng fun. but when i come home things are fucking hell. My mom is

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[xlovekillsmex]

omg I was crying when I was reading that. I kno tis hard for u.. I never really gave it a second thought. I love u they way u r and u dont need to change. Some things were m,ent to be even though it is hard. You just have to be there for ur parents right now things will get better. I dont kno what to say about ur mom cause I dont kno what tis like but u can call em wheneve ru need me im always here and if u ever need to come over here for no reason... just for a freidn im ehre... i love u more then u kno

Allison xoxo

[iamdoublethefun]

Thanks allison, you know when i met you in the 6th grade it was like a blessing, i found someone i could relate to and someone who cared enough to want to be my friend and it felt so good to be wanted :-*( Then i met your parents and they make it seem like all your other friends are better then me, and i ignore your mom. But i just want you to know you where one of the best things that happened to me .. :-) thanks for caring

<3 *~~montana

[___dinosaurus]

This entry made me get a little teary..

I understand one of your situations.
Your mom.
I know what it's like to lose a parent.
I've lost my dad.
And i'm still trying to cope with it after 3 years.

I still wish that i would've been a little bit more nicer to my dad.
So you just need to spend your time right now talking with your mom more.
Try to understand her better.

You just have to be strong in these types of situations.
And it's difficult, because i've tried plenty of times.
I truly have no idea how i got to the point where i am now.
I'm happy, and i'm passing my classes.
Beginning of the year my grades were bullshit and i was messed up.

I don't want you to result to the things that i did.
Because it doesn't help.
It didn't help me.
I think you know what i'm talking about.

Things that seemed so easy before..
have now grown more difficult.

I really don't know what else to say.
I think this is all that i can say.
Plus, the whole i'm here anytime.
but you knew that.
at least i hope you did.

I <3 you montana

[___dinosaurus]

daaaaaaaaaaaaamn.
that was long as hell.
didn't realize that one

[iamdoublethefun]

thank you sky
Iam sorry about you dad
Yeh i know.. but the thing is my mom doesnt want to talk to me and everytime i do talk to her i usually say somthing wrong like man i was running fast today or something and she will either cry there or wait till later.. idk.
its hard.. i mean i would talk to her, but i grew up without her,She doesnt feel like a mother.but yet she has been there. and idk if one day i would wake up without her being there.. beacuse it would be so out of place and then i woudl relate back to the good times nad the bad times.. idk. your right tho, thank you so much sky :-)

<3 *~~Montana

dammmmmmmmmmmmmm

[anonymous]

speechless stuper deep im here for ya. one love.

ashton.

[xxlovergirlxx]

AWWWWWWWWW baby im srry i love u u made me cry just reading this i saw the look on ur face when we found the stuff and i saw in ur eyes how sad u were. this entry makes me sad i love u so much it makes me sad to think about all of this ur going thru if u ever need to get away u can allways come to my house ur allways welcome!!!!!!!!!

omg montana

[sweet_as_candy8]

im very sorry to hear that you feel like you do and everything. i want you to know that i am ALWAYS here for you to talk or comfort or anything you need me for. dont forget that!! and if something is wrong, just talk to me about it ill listen!! i hope things start to get better for you, and i will do anything you need to help that along!!
much luv!!
-Bri