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[iamdoublethefun]

Omg life couldnt be any worse right now really

Ok i got a phone call during 6th hour and it said to call home amidiantly and i thought omg my mom but i called it wasnt nothing. but things are so hard for me right now.

You may see me around school smileing and laughing joking and havng fun. but when i come home things are fucking hell. My mom is

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[blondebabe9983]

omg montana, i love you!! I am always here for you no matter what!! you can tell me anything and i wont tell anyone. I would be REALLY sad if my mom was dying...So i know you are too, since you are young and still need a mom to live off of. I am sorry and i am here if you EVER need me u kno my number and if u dont then ask me or get it from allison. well bye love ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope everything will be fine. <333

[party_chick_459]

montana i love u n i always loved ur swearing bc i know what thats like always hearing my parents fight n shit it was crazy. and when i was around my friends and i would be swearing all the time n they wouldnt ever swear it made me feel left out bc i wasnt raised the best either. now that i think of it ur so stressed n like i feel really bad n i swear if u ever need anyone even if its 5 am u can call me bc i know how it is to not have anyone to talk to and result to cuttin and drugs n shit bc ive been there n really if it werent for me n donny making a promise to not cut i would have prolly hit a main vein n been in the hospital by now, i really dont want that to happen 2 u n for u 2 be down bc a lot of the time u were what made me smile at school bc ur smile does light up a room and i want u 2 know u have so many good friends and who fucking cares if ur not "abby wasner" miss popular n shit bc u prolly have better friends than she will ever have. all her lil friends dont even amount to all of our friends n how much we care for u! i

[iamdoublethefun]

Awww thank you all of you :-) Iam glad to have you guys here. And i hope that we all stay friends, Thank you all for understanding and taking the time to read that long post. I now feel alot better knowing i have friends that are there :-D thank you all

<3 *~~~Montana

kepp that head up girl :)

[eye__heart__you]

after reading that, it impresses me that you are doing so well regardless of all the problems in your life. you arent into drugs, u dont try to kill yourslef, and if someone had the same situation as u, they would probably resort to those stupid pointless things. but u dont. ur a strong person with a strong personality. your perfect the way you are, and im saying this literally. if u changed yourself, you would be as awesome as u are now

Re: kepp that head up girl :)

[iamdoublethefun]

thanks helen :-)