another year down ( Read more... )

so the plan was to wake up at 9, pack and clean, then go to work. i got outta bed like 1030 and did some of that. so i wasnt a total waste lol. i always pack too much clothing, and i never feel like i have enough options when im there ( Read more... )

so yesterday was one of my favorite days of the years. i love professional wrestling and i really dont care who has an issue with that. planning to have the event at my house was more daunting than i originally thought it to be. with the tv in the living room finally dying and attendance issues and such. it also doesnt help when you had to work all ( Read more... )

last episode of ER ever...15 years...wow. its kind of amazing for something to last that long, to get attached to characters and storylines. its kind of insane of you get sucked into it...i havent watched it for 15 years but ive watched most of it and its just something you really get into. like when i watched the end of gilmore girls. i dunno..im ( Read more... )

sometimes i find my life is one step forward, 2 steps back ( Read more... )

Setlist 8/27/08 ( Read more... )

i dunno what the hell is up with me...i either dont care at all or im just extremely angry and hating the world. i feel like if things progress in a certain direction in the next couple of months, if something i dread happening, happens, ill prolly lose all control. the thought of being a mindless zombie who just goes through the motions isnt a ( Read more... )

"Do you hear me?
and if i fall
will you be there to catch me"-Finch "Untitled"

i wonder if its that, or people have no problem ignoring...im trying to figure out whats worse.

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