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[iamhidalgo]

It's really gonna be tough to decide if I want to go to A&M or not. I've already signed up for classes next fall at UTSA, I’m constantly talking about finding an apartment, and I don't like thinking about not goin to St. Francis every Sunday. If I do stay, it's going to be really sad when the friends I have at church graduate and go off to

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[crazychurchie]

Hey pal,
I kinda feel ya on this college thing. Today was spent looking at colleges and seeing what i need to do to get in. It scared me so much. I cant even think about not going to our church every sunday. I am not sure I am the right person to give you advice on college stuff but I guess in the end you have to do what you think is best for you, you know???

Last night I went to Festia Fest with Catherine and this drunk guy who was like 40 hit on me. IT WAS FREAKING GROSS!!!!!! I will see ya tomorror, God Bless, i heart brandon

~*~ Iliana ~*~

[deppinkprincess]

The college thing sucks and it's a freaking hard decision, and no matter what you do, you'll wonder at some point if it was the right thing. God knows what he's doing, I sooooo did not want to go to Corpus, like I cried soooo much about it, and when I got there was just in the biggest slump for the first week, but it's just different. I'm so happy right now, more than ever, in a different way though. I made a hell of a lot of mistakes along the way, a lot, I'm sure you and many people reading this know of, but, it turned out okay, better than okay, great! And about the people thing being different, I know what you mean, it seems like people are different, but in reality different settings bring out different qualities in people. At church I'm so happy and filled w/ God and have nothing but sweet thoughts, but when I'm in corpus I'm loud and crazy! It's just different things and places bring out different feelings. Not in all cases... but some. K going now cause my comment is freaking monstrous! Good luck though, no matter what happens

[mermer4885]

Dont worry you arent the only NIOSA goer that doesnt drink. Daniel doesnt drink ever and yet he loves going to NIOSA for the same reason you do, to just be around the people. I wanted to go this year but Jacque decided last minute that class was more important or something. :-)

[anonymous]

People can't help but be different in different situations. It's human nature to adapt. But you are right about some people. Some people are fake, but others are just adapting. Don't exclude yourself from that either. You do it too.

[iamhidalgo]

I set myself up with the way i worded that part. I do indeed "adapt" to my surroundings. I don't think I become a different person. My personality just becomes more or less intense. I think that some people try to become somebody different with different people instead of just toning their personality up or down.

[anonymous]

I think that when people are "adapting" they are changing a little bit. They are putting on a mask. Sometimes the mask is hiding something they don't want the people they are with to know. Sometimes the mask is just a different personality. Sometimes it's intentional, sometimes it's not. Sometimes the person sees something in the people he or she is with that he or she would like to have so emulates it. Sometimes this is a good thing and sometimes it's not. I think you are talking about when it's not. But you do hide things from people and let them think you are like them and sometimes you are but sometimes you're not.