last night i hung out with lauren. i like lauren. a lot. we went to the freehold mall and i met her best friend and then i took her to barnes and noble to look at fashion books. i met her friend joey whos now my friend! hes super nice and has the best pants. they are tight of course. nothing else will do hahah. atfer i dropped lauren off i went to ( Read more... )

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farwell for a week my friends. im going up to ny for vacation to ride horses and ski. yay. ill be home sunday the 9th. dont cry too much.


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someone fucked up my journal i guess to be funny. my layout was really cool and i really liked it! would you please put it back to the good colors and the pic of j wayn. dont be an asshole.

gosh i have new picutres for you guys. thanks to sarah smith last night at the parade i got some pretty gansta shots.


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i love halloweeen! lool i have SAT's tomorrrow morning. i went to the halloween parade in toms river and saw my uncles awesomee costume. he was some kind of clown guy and he was scaring the shit out of little kids. and i molested some. and i went to friendlys with shayna and had a milkshake and had laughs. now im sitting here waiting for lauren to ( Read more... )

i met a girl. ill call her jane.
id like to use this oppurtunity to write about her.

you are a very nice person and way too nice. im so very glad i met you and i hope we can get to know each other a lot better and become very good friends. you take amazing pictures and have a lovely voice haha. ok thats all i have to say i thought id dedicate this ( Read more... )

we holdin on to whats golden!

i have some pics for you lovers.

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i guess im only taking up space
but belonging is so hard
especially when trying so hard
to find your own place

i dont understand. fuck me then...

halloween is coming in a few days. there isnt anything that excites me about halloween. i mean drsssing up is always fun but its so hard to think of a good costume that hasnt already been done or is ( Read more... )

here i am, the reverse of the two.

im definitely no good. i try to be liked but no one takes my offers. im getting the idea that NO ONE likes me. it just goes on and on and onnnnnn. god put us here to fail.

friday was supposed to be my trip to somers point to meet a girl but... it got ruined somehow. things like that, for me, always get ruined in ( Read more... )