i'm really freaked out.  blood has been flowing  from my nose for about an hour.  i dont really wanna die like ghengis khan, but all this tissue in my nose isnt doing shit. thankfully my t-shirt is red.

i know this actor kid. several month ago he insulted katie and i actually ran into him last night. i called him out and told him to bring his years of fake fight training and show me how he'd kick my ass so well. he left. i stayed. we wont talk about how weird it is to stand up for your ex, but i will say, i cant fear a guy who's riding high off of ( Read more... )

Life is like a horse shoe:  It's fat in the middle, open on both ends, and hard all the way through.

sitting in an office after a holiday is the closest i've been to wanting to hang myself, ever.  staring at computer screens, smelling copier toner, and listening to laughs from all over the place.  i want to sleep like i did yesterday and stop drinking coffee because my hands are shaking so bad i'm making typos like when i was 12.
there's nothing to ( Read more... )

last night i met someone who told me about a barber in Arlington that might be able to help me out.

this weekend is golden

new york = metropolis

chicago = gotham

i'm talking about this with an asshole from the past, but i need verification or clarification

    my love is in a coma. there will be no DNR, TV must come back ( Read more... )

how many times have you seen me smile, teeth and all? i dont even smile at myself in the mirror.  i think that and a number of other things about myself are really weird. i need to sign up for some medication, and dry out a bit. that's the idea for now. yep.

my myspace has been a little interesting lately.  there's been lots of gay/bi hookup lines and advertisements for the past few months, which i thought was weird, since i don't troll through those sites/offers.  alot of harry, chiseled guys with playful looks, you know the style.  this is when i realized that many months ago i changed my profile to ( Read more... )

i dont remember many things lately.  the past year or so has big gaps in my memory.  maybe it's my drinking and smoking or maybe it's my lack of concentration.  it's actually a combo of the two, but it hasn't slowed me down much, it's really just sped things along.  not thinking of actions or reactions or even what things really mean.  not to say i ( Read more... )