Crap, it's been a looong time since I posted anything...

[iamjustsci]

Wow. Yeah, I know. I've gotten a bit lackluster and lazy when it comes to posting anything in here, but I suppose it's because I've got Jess to vent to instead of the computer world and my friends living in a city I haven't seen in going on two years now. Not that I don't miss most of ya, but you know, I mean...come on, when was the last time I

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[masoretic]

What you are actually doing may not be special - it's not the skills you have in order to do the job well that is necessarily of primary importance. What is important is that you submit all things you do unto God. I may be able to do X job so well it's a breeze for me and many people are benefited, but that means nothing if i wasn't submitted to God while i did it - it was just flashy display that i can take pride in

[iamjustsci]

Man, it WOULD be nice to go back and finish up FSU...but frankly, financially, it's not at all an option right now. Getting my degree has been moved to one of those "going back to" categories, thanks to finances. Because I also lost my scholarships, my chances at financial aid, and frankly, because I want to marry Jessica and get a real job and whatnot. Even if I did go back for my degree, I wouldn't know what to go after right now. I have a few ideas, but right now I'm so concerned with making money to meet the present need, I can't think about that future stuff in too much detail

[masoretic]

I don't know if I deserve another chance without paying for it myself. I was a lazy pothead goofoff, and as much as I would love another chance, I really think I'm going to have to work my way up to it.

None of this "i don't deserve" stuff. If you petition God and discern his will, deserving doesnt even factor into it

[masoretic]

Forgot the period. :P