What's going on?pluckyNovember 28 2005, 03:11:20 UTC
I've read your posts in the past and you are a very passionate human being. You are so full of life and emotion that it blasts from every post. When you hide things inside, it does sometimes hurt your ability to direct your emotions. Is this secret something that someone else is required to hear to make you feel centered? Do you think that telling this inner bit to another person will fix how you feel? Sometimes just acknowledging inside that you have a piece of you that is a secret to the world makes it a little bit better.
Where I work, being different can cost you your job. As a result, parts of my life I cannot talk about so that causes distance between me and my coworkers who already sense on some level that I am not the same as them. I am leaving this job in a year, when my contract is up, so that I can be free to be who I am. That is how I am addressing my problem.
Just ponder what you can do, what impact your words would have, if you just expressed yourself....*hug*
Re: What's going on?iamk0olNovember 28 2005, 20:13:02 UTC
wow. im speechless. i was gonna right you an email, but i realized i dont have your email haha. anyway, you have no idea how much what you said has impacted me. and i feel a little about my situation.
you're very wise :) thanx for EVERYTHING you said. i really really appreciate it. but ummm question, you've always been on my list, but who are you?
Re: What's going on?pluckyNovember 29 2005, 00:32:17 UTC
*smile* If you look at your friends list, you have a friend who has a similar id to mine, which is Plucky. You had looked for your friend and had added me for a short time. I added you because I like learning about new people and you lived a vibrant life. I try to follow when chance brings me new people, things, ideas because you never know where it will lead.
Re: What's going on?iamk0olNovember 29 2005, 20:57:21 UTC
yes. its all coming back to me now. i remember when i tried to add my friend phoebe, but i accidentally added you because of the similar usernames. i just find this all funny how we're talking and we dont know each other. but i like it. its cool :)
yes yes i know that i can always come to you cause you're always here for me. but the situation im in right now is something i should try to conquer on my own. but i know that you'll catch me when i fall cause i know i'll be making a lot of mistakes in the future.
I LOVED IT TOO! we MUST do it again FOR SURE. and yesss the pics!
btw, the ahem..forward? sorry sorry. its just that its coming up soon and i need YOUR expertise ;) details will be coming if you want to know them.
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Where I work, being different can cost you your job. As a result, parts of my life I cannot talk about so that causes distance between me and my coworkers who already sense on some level that I am not the same as them. I am leaving this job in a year, when my contract is up, so that I can be free to be who I am. That is how I am addressing my problem.
Just ponder what you can do, what impact your words would have, if you just expressed yourself....*hug*
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you're very wise :)
thanx for EVERYTHING you said. i really really appreciate it.
but ummm question, you've always been on my list, but who are you?
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but btw, my life is SUPER boring.
vibrant? never!
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im ALWAYS here to listen, just like you've always listened to me
and btw, I LOVED YOUR PARTY ON FRIDAY
IT WAS SO DAMN HOTTTT XD
can we do it again?
and i wanna see the pics =)
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I LOVED IT TOO!
we MUST do it again FOR SURE.
and yesss the pics!
btw, the ahem..forward?
sorry sorry. its just that its coming up soon and i need YOUR expertise ;)
details will be coming if you want to know them.
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